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My birthday is tomorrow and I'm turning 19. This is my first birthday without my family and it feels awful. I never liked celebrating birthdays, it's always a constant reminder of me getting older and it's just uncomfortable. I was supposed to have a party for my birthday for tomorrow but I declined it, I want nobody to know my birthday or to even say it because it's just another reminder of how i... » Continue Reading
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One thing that I find funny is how people would tell me that they wish they were me, how they wish they were more put together and more carefree. Each time I was told this I always get so agitated and mad because they would never truly understand what it took for me to even get to where I am. I was a child of neglect, I was the oldest daughter of two boys and that by definition made me their care ... » Continue Reading
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Hi, so I've recently moved again which makes this my third home that I've stayed at. The people that I'm staying with are distant relatives which I didn't know until I moved in which is actually pretty cool to know my extended family and to grow bonds and connections with them. I've stayed with my extended family for around two weeks now and the difference between all of the other homes I've staye... » Continue Reading
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I feel so exhausted because I thought I finally found a place to call home but instead they lied and said half ass truths to my parents even thought I'm old enough to be talked to, like I'm not even mad about the allegations I'm mad at the fact that these fuck ass adults don't even have the damn nerve to face me and tell me what I'm doing wrong, instead they walk to my damn parents as if i'm a lit... » Continue Reading
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I've been gone from home for now 6 months and I feel numb. I miss my family and friends, but I guess me being away from them made me used to not being with them anymore that I felt comfortable being alone for hours at a time during the day, that now having to call my family feels awkward and unnatural if that makes sense. I miss them extremely but I sometimes get annoyed when they call or text m... » Continue Reading
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I've been to my new home for almost 4 months and I feel conflicted. I love staying here but I miss my friends and family but I have to stay here until I finish school and it's exhausting. As I'm typing this I'm listening to Zombie by The Cranberries. » Continue Reading
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In a couple of days from now i'm going to move to a different country, away from friends and immediate family to pursue a better life for myself both socially and educational wise. I'm exited to go and explore new parts of the world and to further my education but it still hurts knowing that I'm going away from what I know and that's scary. I'm a young adult now and I need to find a way to make fr... » Continue Reading
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