I hate it here

I feel so exhausted because I thought I finally found a place to call home but instead they lied and said half ass truths to my parents even thought I'm old enough to be talked to, like I'm not even mad about the allegations I'm mad at the fact that these fuck ass adults don't even have the damn nerve to face me and tell me what I'm doing wrong, instead they walk to my damn parents as if i'm a little girl who needs a damn talking to, it's fucking frustrating and honestly I feel so much hurt and numbness that I'm not sure what to think about this whole situation.

I feel betrayed because I thought they actually liked me but no they hate me and for what who knows because I tried to be accommodating I asked if they needed help with literally anything and I'm not gonna lie I sometimes don't ask because I don't' want to come off as a push over or to strong so I just let my aunt have her space but I do ask and help her but I guess that wasn't the best move so I'll just be more on her face about it and I'll recored it because the shit she said were fucking lies and she knows they're damn lies. 

I hate my family and when I finally have the resources I'll leave and never look back.