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The school counselor wants to talk to me and I’m freaking out. I swear I never want to put myself in this position again. Yeah, I’ve had a dip, but I’d do anything to avoid it now. If I don’t want to deal with the same problems, I should stop creating them. And it’s not even like I’m problematic it’s just some absences because I don’t really like school right now its overstimulating. It’s not the ... » Continue Reading
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I keep finding myself missing people who were actually terrible for me, which is so messed up. Maybe I’m just replaying all the times I stood up for myself and wishing I could do it again like, waaaay harder and finally say all the stuff I never said but still kinda want to. Or maybe it’s just that weird empty feeling of wanting someone around again, but like… a better version of them, you know? A... » Continue Reading
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Doomscrolling has gone way too far. I’m actually losing myself. I used to be great at drawing, I loved it. I wanted to become an illustrator, make comics, tell stories through art. Now I just find myself watching other people make comics, watching them improve their art, while I sit and scroll. I used to love learning new dances, K-pop routines, random choreography I » Continue Reading
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We went shopping today. I skipped the last hour of school because I was feeling like shit. As we walked through the aisles, I started getting kind of hungry and was tempted to go to the food section. But since I was already at the arts and crafts aisle, I thought, “Well, food won’t get me any grades at school,” and I really needed those supplies, so I just waited until we got home. My mom called m... » Continue Reading
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i missed my friends and needed to talk to people, i just won't open my reels » Continue Reading
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update: NONONO IM BUYING A NEW COPY TRACK 10 - 14 ARE SKIPPING » Continue Reading
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I deleted Instagram I’d gotten way too hooked. My IG reels were getting personal in this humbling way, calling me out for the stuff I was doing. I basically have all the single-use stuff… not even two hours in, and my Ooz CD got stuck in my player. And, of course, I scratch » Continue Reading
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My room is finally finished after 5 years! I feel really emotional. It might sound silly, but I’ve never had this kind of privacy before, where I can decorate everything exactly how I want. This room has actually made me want to do things again and get back into my old interests. I have my DVD collection, a CD player, a bed I’ll build myself, a projector, and a book collection. Every time I step i... » Continue Reading
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do some teachers see us as their children just like we see some of them as some sort of work/school parent? i have aunties. » Continue Reading
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so i won't write too much because i don't feel like it BUT im going to work in bullet points there were a bunch of cigarette buds in front of my house out of nowhere for a week which is weird because that never happened my neighbors don't smoke, and it might be that person people's assumptions about me become my reality because i do not know who i am (very bad) everyone i despised i treat them w... » Continue Reading
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I’m back at my “hometown” the place I hung around for most of my life. It feels weird, honestly. Overwhelming. The amount of students scattering around the city like an ant colony is kinda scary. I ended up moving libraries :p (since I’m visiting a friend). But not just any library it’s the library, the one where my love for graphic novels began. The place where » Continue Reading
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I’ve got to admit, as much as i’ve lived, laughed, and loved, i’m still stuck in the same november rut. november 2024. i’ve been spiraling in my head ever since. people like me, i guess. they think i’m funny. i think i’m funny too, but i know they must think other things about me. things i’ve been noticing myself. i’m chaotic in a bad way. and kinda slow. I don’t cau » Continue Reading
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