help me

I keep finding myself missing people who were actually terrible for me, which is so messed up. Maybe I’m just replaying all the times I stood up for myself and wishing I could do it again like, waaaay harder and finally say all the stuff I never said but still kinda want to. Or maybe it’s just that weird empty feeling of wanting someone around again, but like… a better version of them, you know?
Anyway, I need to get out so bad. Thankfully Aminé is coming through and filling that little spot on my Maslow pyramid for now. 

(the setlist is too good)