Lately I've been wondering about how people balance friendships and relationships. I really can't think of a time when I wouldn't want to be hanging out with my best friends over anyone else. I don't know if that's bad to say but it's just how I've always felt. Maybe when you find the right person they become your favourite person? I just can't imagine loving anyone more than I love my best friend... » Continue Reading
I realised that I don't really have that much information about myself on my profile and I didn't really do an introduction blog, I just got straight into it, so I thought I'd use this entry as an introduction, even though I'm not sure if anyone reads these. I'm Laani, I'm from Sydney, Australia and I have a plethora of interests ahaha. I hate talking about my age because I have some stupid fear o... » Continue Reading
I know I've been an only child my entire life lol, but it's been hitting especially hard lately for some reason. I feel like I don't fit the stereotype of an only child for the most part, at least I hope I don't lol. Most of the people I surround myself with have siblings, and I know the grass is always greener on the other side but as annoying as some siblings may be, I just know I'd rather have ... » Continue Reading
So at the beginning go the holidays, so like December 2024, I fractured my tibia. That means I've been in a knee brace and crutches over Christmas, New Years and my birthday. Not to mention it's Summer here (Australia), my favourite season, so I also can't swim or go out with my friends much if at all. I've been trying not to spend the whole time feeling sorry for myself but it's hitting that 6 we... » Continue Reading
I keep seeing these posts about being grateful to be able to get older and being thankful for the life that you have, and I am but, I've never been able to shake the fear of growing up either mentally or physically. Every year I get older and wonder when I'm actually going to start feeling older than 17. At this point, I feel like I'll be an old lady that can't look in the mirror because I still f... » Continue Reading
So my last blog entry was about saying goodbye. Turns out I suck at saying goodbye. I suck at it so badly that I didn't even do it at all!! If it's this hard to let go, maybe I'm not supposed to? Or maybe I'm just weak. I've never been good at letting go. Whether that's of people, places, things or even time. I mean, I feel like most of the people in my life at the moment are worth holding onto. I... » Continue Reading
When is it the right time to say goodbye? How do you know that saying goodbye is the right thing to do? When someone has been in your life for so long, it feels like saying goodbye means letting go of a part of you. Maybe I am. Will they even be affected by the end at all? Will they even let me say goodbye? I guess time will tell. » Continue Reading