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I keep seeing these posts about being grateful to be able to get older and being thankful for the life that you have, and I am but, I've never been able to shake the fear of growing up either mentally or physically. Every year I get older and wonder when I'm actually going to start feeling older than 17. At this point, I feel like I'll be an old lady that can't look in the mirror because I still feel like a kid. I always thought I would have my life completely sorted out by now, yet I'm just as lost as I was at 17, if not more. I miss my childhood so much it makes me sick. Honestly I never think about the future, maybe that's why I'm so lost, because I'm always stuck thinking about the past, or stuck missing things that haven't even finished happening yet. I'm worried my life is passing by and I'm forgetting to actually live it.
Getting Older
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grabyourface
Hi, i'm 34. Welcome to the club.
there's comfort it knowing other people can relate haha
by Laani; ; Report
And in knowing it doesn't get better?
by grabyourface; ; Report
hahahahah not exactly, but i guess now i know what to expect ahahahah
by Laani; ; Report
One thing though, you make your life. When you're about to take a decision think about what future you would think when looking back. Each decision should be made in order to make you happy. No ragrets
by grabyourface; ; Report
thank you, I'll keep that in my mind :)
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