hi hi i like to do some photobashing works and really wanted to archive here enjoy all assets i randomly picked lolol i hate drawing meat and bloody skin textures it's an pain in the aaa » Continue Reading
Sometimes meeting people are scary , probaly a lot of people feel the same of feeling fear to be judged or humiliated or self humiliate for someone , that's why some stay on a path of solitude IS CRAZY FOR SURE! in my self experience having so much failed friendships made me learn how to talk better with people and tbh even get a serious view of this , now i can't even imagine how much people from... » Continue Reading
HI! being direct to the thing , is crazy seeing people with so much dreams and hopes with so many strong focus on it , in those moments i think with myself ''what i want?'' and the only thing i can see is the simple answer. i don't know. i can't think what i want or what i pursue , maybe i'm just walking with the flow. » Continue Reading
u know i think these days i got a lot of surpised people saying like "wow you're 20" or "adult life wow" well i think nothing changes tbh, DON'T GET ME WRONG ofc im trying to get a job and such but yea I STILL THE SAME SILLY PERSON, probaly It's just me but the thing is idk if you should live wishing to explore this part of life so much, AGAIN DON'T GET ME WRONG I KNOW A FRIEND WHO IS 20y WHO GOT ... » Continue Reading
yesterday i was talking with some lad's all good and shit them we all started talking about love , yu know everyone these days think about that cmon! my friend said something like " i already accepted i will die alone forever " and all other lads agreed we all said options and all but in the end we all just '' yea maybe we all » Continue Reading
Yesterday i was watching the whole christ chan documentary (the long hour version one) and I saw the love quest part which i laughed since IT WAS CRAZY RIGHT? but i think it brings a question in the air Love worth it? what is that? I see everyday posts and posts of people saying they want someone to hug someone to und » Continue Reading
HI! this is a new update of my AMAZING life Yesterday I went to a party after some horrible things I drank a lot, I would say I almost passed out from drinking so much (and I even woke up vomiting today haha what a joke) In the party » Continue Reading
Again and again and again, i write to forget things sometimes when i'm sad BUT HOLY SHIT PLEASE JUST STOP , i don't see fun i don't see motivation not even a great joy in waking up, i wish i could just magically stop worrying so much about life, Every moment I think about this in how everything might end like a shitty show No matter how many times I vent to my friends, the feeling of annoying them... » Continue Reading
Sometimes we are people in fear , fear of social relationships and creating all this nonsense, maybe trying to find some fun and giggles on the way or self improvement, but there are necessary facts sometimes never lasts long, your efforts for getting friends or fit into a group , all that never lasts long » Continue Reading
well basically yesterday i got one of those existential crisis , which is kinda one of the reasons that i'm writting. ok so i was rotting on my bed like every regular person do , them suddenly i got "hit" with something in my mind, why so much fear? the constant fear of being alone or the fear of just becoming a simple piece of dust in the wind, i created a image of confidence just to adapt the f... » Continue Reading
Making friends being 20y sucks, literally THERE'S NO PEOPLE and the small amount that do exist seem to have SUCH A SERIOUS life, sometimes i just wanted to yap like the old times (that sounded ancient lolol) like when you're younger and was talking about anime with some friends. At the same time I wish to make new friends and talk about var » Continue Reading
Hello stranger passing by You know when your life is not bad not good more like a meh, good because i think im stuck in a cycle of nosense, i resolve my bad habits, they comeback, i create a entire thing about being a better version in my head, it come backs to the same point, sometimes i know p » Continue Reading