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HI!
this is a new update of my AMAZING life
Yesterday I went to a party after some horrible things
I drank a lot, I would say I almost passed out from drinking so much
(and I even woke up vomiting today haha what a joke)
In the party I met some old friends who I argued and fought with in the past, resulting in the end of our friendship.
When I exchanged a few words with them while they were out of it I brought up the subject of our friendship being over and I heard them say
"we never really fought, you just decided to stop talking with us and never came back, didn't even call or send messages"
I created my own misfortune, my own decline.
I think I'm going to end up messing it up over and over again no matter what social mask I'm wearing.
I spent days regretting my mistakes and even trying to pierce hearts out of simple selfishness in wanting to feel the feeling of love.
see you soon.
Have a nice week
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joel
perception is a witch... i totally get it :(
i have to hold myself back from completely seeing things in black and white or dramaticising things in my head.. i have definitely done similar things in the past.. if youre gonna take anything out of this experience, maybe it wont hurt to be more honest with people- ask how they feel, ask if you hurt them, confront them if they hurt you- so on...