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"sick n tired of everything"

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I HATE PPL being like:

Category: Life

"have you eat ?' "I love you" "I cant wait to get married and have kids together " and then... VANISHED maybe you'll be thinking " its cause your fault " NO I don't love bomb to my partners when I'm dating and then just dissappear UNLIKE THEM they ALWAYS make  EXCUSES  » Continue Reading

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after decades of gettin bullied(is still going on

Category: Life

Im finally 20days clean... just because ur clean dont mean u dont miss it » Continue Reading

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no matter how Im being good or bad to ppl

Category: Life

they always gonna treat me fucking bad. (betray, bully me etc..) and sayin "y ur so mean?😭" and victimized themselve and portrait me like villain, mean, rude. idc what u say in the comments. or not commentin at all. anyway ur gonna judge me like the others do. » Continue Reading

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me?

Category: Life

dude my downfall literally started when I was 5th grade at elementary school. since that the bullyin started it and its still fuckin going. ugh I even gettin makin fun of my mental health 2 TIMES at discord and ofc they think its fun and said Im weak. WHEN IM FUCKIN DEPRESSED OVER A WEEK. like wtf. I been gettin bullied in online and offline. severe. ya Im NOT flexin. I literally have PTSD from bu... » Continue Reading

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so my mother abandoned me when I was 8

Category: Life

and they divorced when I was 8. I still remember it atw. they were FUCKIN YELLIN AT EACH OTHER. and she left the house and didnt come back. and js few month ago I FINALLY cut her off. I had a huge fight w her and I blocked her on message app. I still have her number but who knows Imma fuckin delete them too lol. I WILL NOT TAKE THAT "b-but shes ur mom" thingy shit. cuz SHES NOT. STFU. shes been su... » Continue Reading

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BORED

Category: Blogging

UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH » Continue Reading

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am I the only one that cant see my pfp?

Category: Blogging

I CANT SEE MY PFP. TAKE ME BACK MY PFP PLZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ » Continue Reading

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its always me huh

Category: Blogging

Its always me that u hated, bullied, ghosted, me online & offline Its always me that I took all of these blames and suffer the most. not u. Its always me. Its always me ITS ALWAYS ME. NOT U. cuz u dont suffer w mh and depression LIKE I DO. » Continue Reading

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js let me go pls

Category: Blogging

y cant I js be happy like everybody else » Continue Reading

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depressed asf since 11

Category: Blogging

Idk.. I js cant walk properly nd I cant take a shower(its been 4 month) & wash my hair...(over a week) Its like its all over my brain and my body and I cant even do it anymore.(including my bipolar nd anxiety) wth am I doing here   please   » Continue Reading

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over 100 views?

Category: Blogging

omg thanks lol (I already lose interest in this site but yah thx) » Continue Reading

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Im not desperate for reletionships & friends anymore

Category: Blogging

cuz I know one day they'll gonna leave/ghostin me or hurt me and I'll be the one who stands still bleeding want to reach out so bad but I know I dont wanna do that and Im not gonna do that anymore. » Continue Reading

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