Does it make me weak to cry? Is it really that bad for me to cry? When I feel this helpless, When I feel like I'm stuck, with nowhere else to go but rock bottom. No, seeing her reach rock bottom is what is breaking me. The blood splattered everywhere woke me up, it brought me back to when it all started. The constant screaming didn't faze me anymore nor did the cries and I'm ashamed that it ... » Continue Reading
No words can describe how I feel about this last instalment. But I'll try nonetheless hehe. It was already hard to swallow what was shown in The True Face and My fragile god, fading fast. Seeing Mizi's perpective of her relationship with Sua, it was clear that she was only applying what was taught to her by SHINE, that's where the need to "crush someone" stemmed from and how their relations... » Continue Reading
I never dated anyone. Nor have I ever kissed or heck even held hands romantically. Primarily because I never had anyone show interest in me and honestly, I'm not looking for a significant other as of now, because I'm so focused on my future and I also don't think I'm interesting or pretty or good enough to be in a romantic relationship... So with that being said, my sexuali » Continue Reading
These are some pictures that I took in Infinity Nikki ( It'll be updated from time to time ) -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- ( January 28th 2025, Friday ) » Continue Reading
I can't help but feel mesmerized by "Wiege". The music, the art, BL8M (Luka) and 6FU (Hyuna) vocals, EVERYTHING was amazing! This shows how much Vivinos, Qmeng and everyone involved in this project have gotten even better than before. It has been a long time since I've wanted to know more about Hyuna and Luka's relationship and how Hyunwoo came to die. I've seen some theories as to how or wh... » Continue Reading
After weeks and weeks feeling like dying and then falling sick for another bunch of weeks, I'm finally trying to get back to my usual routine and work. This year has barely started and still so much happened already (worldwide wise). The chaos looming over me is almost gone and I feel like I can enjoy everything now that she is out of danger. I've been watching the new Link Click Arc (Only t... » Continue Reading
I feel apathetic. It has been even harder to understand his behaviour, a good amount of the 2 weeks he was here were spent yelling and the few things I could make out of it was him pointing mistakes she has made over the years, over and over again, things that have to do with me and I don't hold them against her, if anything I'm thankful to her, even though it wasn't her intention. But he do... » Continue Reading