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Nothing Good on TV (Youtube)
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I feel soooooo fucking sick of videos today, I think I'll just hear the same song 40 times in a row instead. » Continue Reading
Sticky
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My Old Diary
Category: Blogging
I wanted to borrow paper, thought I'd use my old journal. One thing led to another... I reread, relived, everything from every entry. Some entries I skipped to avoid reliving. Dude, all I ever talked about was starving myself, kms-ing, wanting to be a pr*st*t*te, and a just more fucked shit that I shouldn't have been thinking about much less writing about. And it gave me the epiphany. Is it norma... » Continue Reading
Reclaiming a DeadName
Category: Blogging
For as long as I've identified with being nonbinary and trying to lean more into masculinity to counter how feminine I appear physically, I've hated my very feminine name. It literally means Princess, how girly could a name get x_x But, as I get more comfortable with myself, with the help of maturing and mentally developing and with the help of friends and family, I'm slowly warming back up to my ... » Continue Reading
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Wait Guys It's Okay (part 21)
Category: Blogging
I TOLD you I was overdramatic. He didn't want me to go sober, he just doesn't like how much I love and crave it. And that, I can understand and will adjust. So guys I don't need to do anything drastic, I just needed to stop being so obsessed and remember the moderation : ) » Continue Reading
Epiphany
Category: Blogging
I've said before that for him I'd trade all the pills in the world. I realize now that it's finally being put to the test. Full disclosure, I'm gonna worship my partner now, but like low-key so he doesn't get upset because he hates pedastaling. I will now see if I can keep my word. For him I will suffer. I will fix myself up to be the perfect worshipper. I've heard his word, and it's up to me to ... » Continue Reading
You think you know a guy
Category: Blogging
He wants to quit using. Not that we've even been using at least not for weeks. It always felt like our thing, something we could do together, intimately, together, not often as to not spoil something so special. Something to do in a town with nothing to do. I thought we were on the same boat with the substance stuff. I thought we understood it's all we really can do without dropping dozens of doll... » Continue Reading
Bliss by Malachite
Category: Blogging
Probably some of the best work by Cleo and Profit Ngl, I wish they went back to that remixed hyperpop slutborn sound instead of the rubbed-in-dirt punk type beat. I think Cleo thrives better when he spreads hole on the mic :3 BUT DON"T TELL CLEO I SAID THAT! He'd simply have my ass for this, and he doesn't even lube his shit before slamping, what a bummer x_x » Continue Reading
Listen to Treefingers on a drizzly night
Category: Blogging
He is my greatest muse, he is why I wear these shirts and like these songs and movies, he is why I know how to tie my shoes and carry a knife with me. He's in my art, my writings, my ideas, he'd be my star actor. I don't want to ask if he feels the same way, but it really doesn't feel like it, but I want it more than anything. It appears I've followed the golden rule without notice, and now I wa... » Continue Reading
I hope he beats me lowkey :P
Category: Blogging
I thought he was gonna pick me up today, but things got mixed up and I accidentally showed anger when I swore not to (i swore to myself) and now im at risk of losing him again (in my deluded head that is) and tbh I hope he goes hard on me. Not like in a self pity way but in the way that I genuinely do deserve to be yelled at for expressing anger at someone I love AND also because I lowkey like it.... » Continue Reading
Sudden Rush of Dread?
Category: Blogging
Idk if it was that 1 singular sip of redbull I had today, but for some reason my anxiety is high but like low-key. Like there's a sudden feeling of Dread running rampant within me, like as if something bad is gonna happen or like I'm trouble when I haven't done anything. Like am I gonna die in a crash tonight? Is my boyfriend gonna leave me? Is my heart gonna shut down? Is someone I know gonna di... » Continue Reading
omfg bro ack no I didn't mean it wtf 0o0
Category: Blogging
I was washing in the bathroom, and I accidentally hit the wall with my wrist. And my moms room is on the other side of that wall I hit. And it might've sounded like I banged it on purpose noooooooo bro I HAVE to apologize in the morning. Not rn because it's bedtime rn I did this at 1 am and I need to make sure I say sorry because omg no I don't want to be rude to my own mother in her own home that... » Continue Reading
To an ex friend
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I feel conflicted about the platonic breakup. Like you were being very respectful about it and you told me your perspective on it, and I can't help but see your point and respect your point of view. It's not that I'll miss you, I mean we did have some good times but I really didn't see us being "tight-knit" y'know. No my problem is why you left. I respect if someone doesn't want to be involved a... » Continue Reading