ive been reflecting on and off over the day on how ive managed to get this far in life (see my previous blog post for parts of that) i remember when i was like 13 i was pretty fucked up and going down the wrong rabbitholes (ill spare the details, i dont feel like putting TWs right now), but by some miracle of God i pulled myself out and ever so slowly started to turn back towards God roughly 4 yea... » Continue Reading
idk how but i slowly started to lock in over the past year took 5 AP classes (computer science A, english language, microeconomics, gov't & chemistry) - somehow i did well on the respective AP exams (i think?) and also kept at least a B in all of them dropped a 1460 on the SAT (we're getting higher next time trust 🙏) couple first place positions for CS events at regional & state level went to a la... » Continue Reading
"...it is particularly difficult to differentiate between a religious attitude and a magical one as they overlap. Magic expresses man's desire to control and use the supernatural forces for his own ends, whereas religion implies live and spiritual acquiescence to God's will. In real life it is almost impossible to draw a line between these two attitudes, as each gesture, rite or cult object may be... » Continue Reading
can't believe barca has been on a mad losing streak recently didn't watch the game so i can't give an actual opinion on it, but judging from past performance and watching like 1 analysis its prob b/c barca defense kept exposing itself again » Continue Reading