((HEYYYY IT'S MEEEE THE DEVILLLL/ref, anyways I feel like I should make a post where you could ask Millie stuff for fun or just answers!!any thoughts? Also sorry for being so edgy I usually push some stuff irl into writing 😔)) » Continue Reading
I hate looking at them. It makes me sick. I remember all of the burning it felt being hit, scratched, even stabbed almost.i hated it all! I can't look at my chest normally for fucks sake BECAUSE OF THE FAKER OF A FUCKING SELFLESS HUMAN. I'M TIRED OF THIS GODDAMMIT IT DOES NOT STOP IT STILL HURTS.I.i don't want him to know.but it's stupid since I'm writing this where he can see but he's asleep thou... » Continue Reading
Crona is asleep right now and I'm taking advantage to write this(due to this man STALKING ME/hj)...but I thought about him a lot, I do want to know what or who he was other then his parents obviously dead...i only pieced together what his parents did to him and it makes me sick.good riddance...never knew his deadname, I know I know it's personal but I'm just stuck on this. I'm sorry Crona. It's be... » Continue Reading
I DON'T WANT TO SAY WHY BUT LET'S JUST SAY I DID A BAD IDEA AND DID SO WITH CRONA.And it's so itchy in these beds!!my neck hurts and is a bit bruised but I could always hide it with my hair,also did I mention I accidentally caused my reason for coming to the hospital before CRONA WAS IN THE DAMN HOUSE??? I feel bad for making him stress out like that! I also hate these hospital gowns!i feel like i... » Continue Reading
I'm at a park right now, I'm trying to ignore everything else around me due to...well...but it's nicer out here, it was Matthew's favorite park (when he went outside ðŸ˜) so it's just a bit painful thinking about it...but everything is like that right now. I feel calmer and just...better? I don't know,I also been thinking about my boyfriend a lot...i have a idea!its cute I guess???gotta stay vague d... » Continue Reading
Hello again, I just can't stop writing so I'm making another one (yayyyy...) But about work more. I'm scared. I can't express myself fully there due to almost 1/2 of my coworkers judging me! I'm tired of it. I usually keep my hair clips home, hair up(somehow)and my sweet bracelets I got given as gifts...I never told them about my account on here too so they SEEMINGLY don't know I'm talking shit a... » Continue Reading
It's off at work after killing a man (or something probably stronger?) They asked where Matthew went and so I shrug because I OBVIOUSLY CAN'T TELL THEM. they'll think I'm a SICKO and get me arrested, I can't really vent about it. I can't tell Crona bc he was panicked enough about the body and my tensed up body because I felt like a threat. I feel sick. I feel like just a weapon. The night after me... » Continue Reading
I got back from work (this was before me and my bf was at the concert.) And I was pissed, I was just tired.so... "Matthew" came up to me, smiling like a maniac as usual...he asked for pizza, I honestly agreed due to me just needing to rest, and so I ordered it! The silence was heavy. Too heavy. It had plans. "Matthew" called me over and gave me a package with writing on it; "To:Millie From: Your... » Continue Reading
So me and Crona went to a Mitski concert(Mistake#1) since I travelled to see him and it was was beautiful...and heart breaking. VERY heartbreaking...i swear felt my heart personally ripped out and stomped on.It caused me and my very beautiful bf (I SAW YOUR POST >:/) to start clinging to each other SOBBING, like I would have DIED. And after was just worse! We just had the most quiet drive home eve... » Continue Reading
It's watching me, studying my life. It's trying to act like him, his coworkers at the theatre even get this odd feeling it's not right being by it. It's getting more touchy too, Matthew isn't like this. he's reserved and so fucking comfortable to be with him, but it's being so...frantic! I'm going to listen to Mitski now. » Continue Reading
I met someone. His name is Crona! He's actually similar to me...just not with well...my friend dead! Ha...ha.Anyways I'm just talking to him, I feel a bit better about myself! I'm surprised I can feel a bit of joy without it being forced...That's good at least. » Continue Reading
I should have known.it was obvious! He's fucking gone! Its hands were too long... His eyes were too wide...i fucking knew it! How? I SAW HIM UNSHIFT. IT DOESN'T KNOW BUT I DO.im so fucking tired of this fucking world, why can't I just die? it's already decided by this odd living meat creature, a mimic. I just know I can't say anything about it to anyone or else they'll flip. I'm stuck with my deat... » Continue Reading