I was sick these days. feeling my chest hurt and my arm started to feel sick, they thought it was a heart attack! But I went to the hospital and the doctor said everything was fine. she said it was probably just anxiety. but it was very scary(!!!) I was scared. I thought I wasn't afraid of these things but » Continue Reading
i AA AMM STARTING TO HEAR VOICES AND I AM REALLY WORRIED ABOUT IT. IT starTED a couple days ago. I started to hear voices calling me and saying things that i dont understand well. (Maybe im getting crazy!!!) i dont want I dont want yesterday i heared A LOT of them saying so MUCH things and it SCARED me so MUCH! i only got up from the bed » Continue Reading
I like my friends. b ut sometimes I feel guilty about Not liking them the way they like me They say im special but i cant believe this I cant believe in nothing good no one says about me anymore They say they care about me and I feel very guilt y for not caring about some of them like they care about me. » Continue Reading
Life has been really disturbing. Honestly, I have no direction anymore. I don't know what I'm going to do. I don't even know if I'm going to study next year. Not because I don't want to, but the person who should care about me don't care enough to look for a school to put me in. I'm worried. I can't imagine me not studying. the thoughts in » Continue Reading
Life has been calm on this two days. no venting today. How is your vacation going? l'm on school vacation They've been kind of bad, but some days are good. At least I can read my books without worrying. And post on this site I really liked it here, I can say what » Continue Reading
Today mom said that she hat es me And dont care about me I tried to act like i didnt care but that destroyed me So much My eyes hurt My little brain melt And i feel so sad that i could easily y break the world apart I dont know what i am going to do I dont know i simply dont » Continue Reading
my little body hurt I fe l sick all of the time. I want to rip of my skin , family always fight everyday every second and my head hurts because of The screams their screams I wake up and all i hear is screams e verywere in the back of my brain, around my house in my ears in my eyes in my hands everything screams and screams I want to rip out your vocal ... » Continue Reading
this place will be a safe place to me e . to talk about. i dont know why but the pain in my chest keeps getting worse and worse at a point that i cant breathe anymore and the feeling to want to die come back to my head after weeks and weeks without thi king about how my lif e is al messy again and again i dont get my purpose on thi » Continue Reading