pain gets worse ewv ery day

this place will be a safe place to me

e . to talk about. 

i dont know why but the pain in my chest keeps getting worse and worse at a point that i cant breathe anymore and the feeling to want to die come back to my head after weeks and weeks without  thi king about  how my lif e is al    messy again and again 

i dont get my purpose on this world why i was born . just to suffer and suffer and want to take my life awaay ?  i dont get i t dont get it dont get it its all messy here in my head ; i think is a no cure BLEEDING BRUISE IN MY HEAD HURTING M E E