π±ππ: I'm Samantha. I'm using this site a personal blog site, seeing as people I know IRL don't know about it. I never know what to add as an introduction. I'm very private, and what ever I post here are usually just thoughts and things like that, some are from my life, some are thoughts I've had on my mind for long enough that I needed to vent about it. I may update this introduction as I thin » Continue Reading
This is the post I will be referring to when I use nick names in my blog here. You'll know who I'm talking about with this handy key here. Crush/guy I'm talking to everyday: W Grandma: Granny Dad: dad Coworker whos my supervisor: C coworker whos my manager: D coworkers in no particular order : AM, AW, T, J, E, EM, K, JR, and I'll add more as i think of them. Friends. AL, KB. and I'll add more he... » Continue Reading
Went home from work today due to a migraine. I hate the lights at work, they trigger migraines in me, and I have been thinking about getting migraine glasses to help with it. It gets so bad that I get nauseated and I can develop a flu. I also get something called kaleidoscope vision and thats so freaky. Its like a streak of flashes across my eyes, and I see inverted colours. Its awful afterwards t... » Continue Reading
Slept badly last night. I woke up with my jaw joint so sore, I must've been clenching my jaw all night last night, because I woke up so sore. Its been so sore all day I hate it so much. I wonder what I can do to stop it. Didn't eat much again today, the weather has been so crazy, in just 24 hours it went from -38 to plus 2, and it has taken a toll on me. I felt off and sluggish all day. It didn't ... » Continue Reading
People on tiktok are so fucking annoying. Like, I get theyre mostly young adults and kids but holy shit I wanna slap the shit outta them sometimes. Like fuck off, I already blocked your stupid ass but now your sending your dumb fuck loser friends after me now? Piss off already. Whats crazy is that she was saying I was obsessed but then she also sent her little idiot friends after me? Crazy They ru... » Continue Reading
Didn't do much today, didn't think about much today, just vibed with my love. He's a student right now, so he doesn't have his own income. We did talk about meeting up with each other soon, like hopefully by next year. He's even told me that he was thinking about taking extra courses to finish school faster so he can get a job faster to earn money just to come see me. I'm not sure what the future... » Continue Reading
So I'm more relaxed today than I was yesterday, and its not as concerning as I made it out to be. My boyfriend W has helped me calm down, and when I think about not being single, its less scary than it was. Again, I'm not saying that I have a problem being in a relationship, but a more of being hurt, like a broken hearted again. My last heart break was so hard, and I'm not even sure I'm fully reco... » Continue Reading
So nothing to really report today, although I've felt off, some how. I don't know how to explain it. I had a bunch of dreams last night and I can't really explain them. I was running around under a mall, and I don't know if it was an old ex of mine that was with me or what, but I just woke up feeling a little off. I think I'm just still scared of being in a relationship. I don't know if I'm still... » Continue Reading
So, I think its safe to say I'm not single anymore. It feels so weird to say that because I've been single for a little under 2 years I think. I didn't know that being in a relationship would have been on my bingo card for 2025. I'm so scared I don't want to get hurt again, my last break up was so tough, but I'm listening to my heart now after listening to my head. But this isn't one of those time... » Continue Reading
I wonder if I should start using a date for these. It might be the smart thing. It would be nice to keep track, especially after the day I've had. Well, my grandmas had. She got a very sad call today, her older sister passed away today. The sisters son was the one who found her. She was 83. She lived alone. I can't imagine the pain my grandma is going through today. Of my family who was closest ... » Continue Reading
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