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Hello! I've never had a blog before so please bare with me as I learn about spacehey and blogging! General Intro My name is Ace, I also go by Axel and Apollo. I'm 20 years old, I use he/him, ze/zim, it/its, and they/them pronouns. I identify as unlabeled, aroace spectrum, and trans ftm! I have a lovely girlfriend, she's my whole world, we've been together (as of this post) for 2 years, 4 months a... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
hello, i feel like the worlds worst partner. i don't know why i pretend i'm worth loving when all i do is take. when all i do is nothing. i'm not worth it. i'm not worth the time, the energy, nothing. i don't understand why they stay when it's clear i'm not worth it. i don't want them to go but all i'll do is ruin their life. i've never been worth it and that won't change. until next time, ace » Continue Reading
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hello, the body remembers what the mind forgets. october 25th marks the day of 4 years gone by since my life fell apart. things are much better now. however i believe that my consistent paranoia and anxiety is a result of what happened. you may be wondering what did happen, to which i must preface before i tell this, i was 16. i was naive, i was irresponsible, i was not a good person- i was a kid... » Continue Reading
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hello, i didn't expect to make another post today. such is life i suppose. my mind is a sinkhole. i'm trapped. i am not myself. i'm a spectator to the highest degree. my life is not mine. my body is not mine. my mind is not mine. this is a curse. i want to follow it down and lose everything. what's the worst that can happen? i'm sure everyone can curse me in death just as they did in life. nothin... » Continue Reading
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hello, i had a bit of a night. i was really sick, i might've greened out? it was worse than the usual sick spells i have, but i've never done that before so i don't know. but shaking on the floor next to the bathtub with extreme nausea while still feeling pretty high is definitely a new experience. i slept through my alarms and was late to work, so i guess i learned my lesson there. my girlfriend... » Continue Reading
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