Speaking To The Void [Entry Two]

hello,

i didn't expect to make another post today. such is life i suppose.

my mind is a sinkhole. i'm trapped. i am not myself. i'm a spectator to the highest degree. my life is not mine. my body is not mine. my mind is not mine. this is a curse. i want to follow it down and lose everything. what's the worst that can happen? i'm sure everyone can curse me in death just as they did in life. nothing will stop them from that.