Speaking To The Void [Entry Four]

hello,

i feel like the worlds worst partner. i don't know why i pretend i'm worth loving when all i do is take. when all i do is nothing. i'm not worth it. i'm not worth the time, the energy, nothing. i don't understand why they stay when it's clear i'm not worth it. i don't want them to go but all i'll do is ruin their life. i've never been worth it and that won't change.

until next time,