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men and sin
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"and maybe, just maybe, find himself salvation in the meantime" » Continue Reading
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eyes
Category: Life
sometimes I think of you and then I snap back to my reality. when I look into the eyes of others and they don't mean enough I wonder whats the point of even looking. » Continue Reading
body count and my beating heart
Category: Life
I had sex with someone new, for the first time in what feels like far too long I held someone I feel for tightly in my arms and plummeted softly into sleep within their bed. Whenever I give myself to another person like that, I try to give them every part of my being that I can, I give myself away without a second thought for them to hold within their hands. My desire to do so comes easily when... » Continue Reading
a black cross
Category: Writing and Poetry
She's like a black cross looking over a desolate waste, the only sign of true beauty and salvation in a world full of death. I gaze at the cross, without want to avert my eyes and see the pain that surrounds me, enamored by her ability to shine despite the dark that surrounds her. The cross casts a shadow over my sorrow, covering my fear-stricken body with hope. I pray that she feels for me as I d... » Continue Reading
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ketamine instead of mushrooms
Category: Life
A couple days ago when I was with my friend I had made a plan with him to do mushrooms. I wanted to do this with him despite my current mental state, despite how full of misery and anxiety I've been, and despite the fact that I've never even done mushrooms before. I didn't care if it would've given me a bad time, I just wanted it, I just wanted the answers that maybe doing something like this wit... » Continue Reading
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anxiety
Category: Life
Last night I could barely sleep, I tossed and turned for hours, unable to find comfort in either the pillow I laid my head on or the woman I slept next to. I suppose I also had something close to a panic attack as I struggled to sleep, I've had panic attacks a few times before but what I felt last night wasn't as severe as they usually are. Despite its lack of severity I still felt the same ef... » Continue Reading