"i am depressed but ok lately"
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Category: Dreams and the Supernatural
some days ago i was sleeping at night (thank god) and, as my brother told me when i told him this 'dream' i had, i shifted while i was sleeping instead or dreaming (since i was controlling myself). i was like playing Cry of fear in my head while i was sleeping... well, more than 'playing' it was 'living' since it was like i was Simon, inside the game. so, yeah, imagine seeing me deeply asleep and ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
ok, it's 4am, and i just realized that i didn't become 'weird' or 'crazy' or whatever... i was born like this. also about the love for cute and horror stuff at the same time, the alternative clothing style, the hurt-no comfort kind of media... woah. i was a particular kid huh? imagine seeing a toddler drawing a sad princess who just got stabbed in her chest. yep, i drew that when i was young. i fo... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
how pathetic i am to use this account only for vent? why can't i also post random things? suppose that's what i am gonna do. just wanted to advice. have a good day. p.s.: it has nothing to do with the topic but i made a tumblr account. » Continue Reading
Category: Life
alright... lately i am an asshole. lately i'm in a depressive period. i don't even fucking know why, i just am. is not even the first time. i am so unmotivated to do anything, i am more useless than usual, i answer in a grumpy and rude way to people who did nothing wrong, i hate everything and everyone. lately i can't damn fucking sleep. i go to sleep after 3am and wake up around 8/9am, and i need... » Continue Reading
Category: Web, HTML, Tech
i recently made a Instagram account, if you wanna check it out. guess i'll post sometimes probably drawings or stuff idk. nf to follow. you can find it in my links on my profile » Continue Reading
Category: Life
i was thinking after a lot of time to maybe go back to therapy. i know, i always said i hate therapy. i do, but i feel like i have to satisfy both of my consciousnesses, so to make one(?) [i forgot what i thought to wride] so.. i want to ask if i should go back to therapy [ot would be my 6th therapist ugh] » Continue Reading
Category: Life
i just feel angry. not angry? then down, depressive state. what the fuck. i wanna understand why i always feel like this, i miss nothing: i have a house, food, a cat, a family who loves me, a boyfriend who loves me, couple of friends, ... then why i don't feel fine? what is missing? what the fuck Is wrong with me? it's annoying even talking about, i feel like a weak pathetic fuck seeking for atten... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
i'm not always in the idea of goin out home, but today i wanted to exit and go to the park but something stopped me. like feeling scared and uncomfortable at goin out. like, really? pathetic. i'm just pathetic.i sound dramatic but i thought for a moment that i'm developing a agoraphobia. not sure, idk, ok » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
it makes me mad not knowing what the fuck am i feeling. it is always a mix of feelings and it makes me angry just trying to name all of them. empty, anxious, angry, down, numb, moody, weak, weird... and many other idk how to fucking explain. it's annoying. it just makes me angry. fuck everything. » Continue Reading
Category: Life
i feel like i am toxic or unhealthy. i worry a lot about my bf that sometimes i feel like.. toxic. i want him to feel fine and i end up to sound like a overprotective freak. i hate myself. i don't deserve him. he deserves way better than a shitty weirdo maniac monster. he just told me there's a freak following him and his friend... i can't help but panic. i can't do anything, we are not near homes... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
why all my loved ones or just most of them are suicidal? ｡:ﾟ(;´∩`;)ﾟ:｡ i'm scared they're gonna die soon and i couldn't even say goodbye. i love them sm. i don't seem the type, but i do love people, rarely, but i do. knowing he's at the ER rn makes me bad, is also night. as i know he should come back tomorrow. i don't feel like going to school tomorrow, but i have to. hope he will get be... » Continue Reading
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