"becoming an adult "
(r)yder he/him 18 washington
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Category: Life
i started a cut about 3 weeks ago, for those of you who dont know thats where you go into a calorie deficit to lose fat on your body. anyways ive gotten to this state where im just not hungry any more until like certian times of day and it feels amazing my mind not constaintly plauged by hunger. i had a technical cheat meal last Friday despite being two weeks into the cut. pro tip dont go to your ... » Continue Reading
Category: Religion and Philosophy
so whenever I visit my grandparents i end up talking to my grandparents or more specifically my grandma. they typically end with her saying I'm probably a psychopath. this has made me realize i should probably get into therapy. but anyways, the reasons she says this is because I'm not scared of anything, I don't really care about others, but I feel like I'm just being rational. I know that its sel... » Continue Reading
Category: Romance and Relationships
i always think before i post a comment on Instagram, but of course because people can take a joke they end up getting really mad at me for whatever reason... i posted a comment on a Minecraft video and i said "they" and someone goes actually (like a nerd). says and i quote "they actually go by she, calling her a them is misgendering her" i love when they do this because i can shut them up so quick... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
as of late i haven't been on here for whatever reason i cant see to access the sight unless im connected to a private Wi-Fi. thanks Microsoft. (Microsoft is what's been blocking me.) like i prefer to use social medias on my computer simply because i type faster. im in my ceramics class its been going well, we started a skull project I'm likening it so far. ive been commissioned to make 2 mugs and ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Romance and Relationships
how do i say this, i want to marry her. i think about her every day. ive dreamed about her. her eyes there so pretty, her smile is contagious, shes uber smart, and even funny. i felt i just had to express this thought. not being able to say it directly to her is painful. i can call her cute in messages, and even "flirt. but i just want to talk to her in person, im afraid. and i don't know what he... » Continue Reading
Category: Religion and Philosophy
i tend to contemplate a lot, death is something i should do more contemplating of. generally if i think about this question i end up just saying... actually i dont know what i say to that question. i think death is a concept used to give an answer to what happens after life. possibly something like that. but what really happens? is it even real? i tend to believe in the immortal soul theory, ... » Continue Reading
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Category: School, College, University
I'm starting my college classes again, kind of nervous. I've got 1 in person class its ceramics. I'm happy about that. I'm bored though hopefully that class takes up time and fixes that. I'm wasting the last hours of my "freedom" watching a kdrama. I'm just really happy that i can do ceramics again. but I'm just kinda upset that i have to do a political science class, i don't enjoy politics. I hat... » Continue Reading
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Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes
hey there, I'm (R)yder. i think ive been on this platform for three days now. so im still relatively new to this. i didn't know what i should write about but I chose a category so here goes. so the majority of my goals are most definitely unobtainable, but heres a few that are/ would be hard to obtain. first i want to be a boxer, i want to join a gym and learn boxing of course I've self-taught ba... » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
i went to the gas station just a moment ago, i got a call from my friends aunt asking to grab catfood. i was using my cash app and was having a bit of a hard time with it, i think my Spotify premium withdrew as soon as she sent money for the cat food meaning i didn't have money for the cat food and energy drinks i got. then i had to awkwardly ask the cashier to void the transaction, God i hate hav... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
a lot of people say i can remember stuff from when i was really young but i can. i dont blame them either, i mean why can i remember things from that point in my life? like i remember reading and counting, watching cartoons, and being able to speak. i also remember the unsavory parts but hey it could have been worse. it can always be worse, that's why i try to look positively on most scenarios. o... » Continue Reading
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Category: Romance and Relationships
I just found this website, I don't really know what I'm supposed to do on it though. i looked at a few of the categories so i figure i could use that as a starting point. im Ryder but ill just go by r, I'm 17 and a senior in high school. I'm not looking for any meaningful connections on here (im talking to the weirdos specifically) it honestly just something to do. my profile tells pretty muc... » Continue Reading
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