often i feel as if the world is hell bent on making everything faster and more hostile i find myself unable to fit into the mold that society has for me, unable to meet many of the expectations and responsibilities placed upon me and falling behind many of my peers, though i doubt i ever was in the same page as them often i feel small and vulnerable and extremely demotivated then why keep living? ... » Continue Reading
theres something so appealing about radio to me, i just think its so cool and such an incredible feat of engineering i cant wrap my head around it! i especially like number stations, in a way, they feel kind of mocking?, in the sense that its saying "someone, somewhere is spying on you, and you can listen to the messages sent to them, but you will never know what they mean, and you cant stop it" i... » Continue Reading
i very often find myself being upset because of a very relevant topic in modern society technology just isnt fun but the thing is, thats wrong!! technology is utterly incredible, why is it that most of it just doesnt seem to spark any passion in people? well, its because of capitalism, technology is a commodity and is treated as such by those who provide it to the people, it is not made with the ... » Continue Reading
im not sure why, ive listened to a lot of music during my life, but for some reason its always music featuring vocal synths that get me teary eyed the easiest, maybe its the characters? some sort of connection that i dont feel otherwise? maybe something about the fact that humans can make computers sing silly songs that gets to me, its rlly cool. » Continue Reading
winter break is finally here!! (´∇`'') i really, really needed a break, im so worn out!!, i finally get to just... rest im honestly surprised i managed to get by pretty well, i havent been feeling too motivated lately when it comes to school. i just cant seem to keep up, but i still managed to end this first half of the year with a pretty average score so im not too worried https://soundcloud.com/... » Continue Reading
i love the way music is able to make one go back in time, i remember this specific instance a few months ago where i re-listened to an album i hadnt heard in 2 years, and i was instantly thrown back in time, i could literally feel the climate my mood and thoughts all go back to one specific image/moment from 2022, all the wonder i felt listening to the album for the first time suddenly hit me agai... » Continue Reading
just an update on my arch linux setup since last time i posted ive changed a few things im also slowly learning Neo Vim ! :D which is also pretty fun, mode-based text editors are a lot of fun to use and feel a lot faster and responsive than regular mouse-centric o » Continue Reading
after being (mostly) a windows user all my life, i got fed up with microsoft's bullshit and decided to switch to Arch Linux as my first distro, i had previous Linux experience and i made sure to research to make sure that i wouldnt struggle too much » Continue Reading