i am so sorry for not publishing, only 2 weeks until im done with my punishment or whatever. im tired, fucking tired. its been like a month clean and its driving me nuts, i really need to cut or commit suicide I NEED TO DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE » Continue Reading
im literally this close to make a whole blog entry about pictures of that cute stupid small rat. i love it!!!!!!!!! where did it even come from? i have no idea but id kill for a plushie of that shit » Continue Reading
if school was boring then its even more boring now. im grounded and suspended until i get my grades... so... that means you guys will be my only way of communication now. today i should be at school but since im suspended im making a job about respect, ill show it on robotics class on thursday. shit shit shit SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i will try to daily update here » Continue Reading
I feel so empty inside, as the same time I feel lonely. Its that empty void inside me desiring for someone to come rescue me from the horrible mind that im trapped in, but the same horrible thoughts convince me to know this world is selfish, so selfish I know no one here cares about each other. no one. everybody has problems and struggles, everybody. Do you really think they wanna hear you when TH... » Continue Reading
I dont know why certain people in a random conversation start making everyone feel uncomfrotable and NOT. NOTICE. like?? u got all the gang side eyeing you and ur just thinking u made us laugh. u didnt. like there is no reason to make racist jokes to fit in, you dont need to do that... it happens all the time with all people, family and friends, I think we all have that grandpa that talks too much... » Continue Reading
Sooo, School. Ive met people who say that school "Kills artists", but is it really true?? In my opinion i'd say that this is true, a few years ago I used to draw a lot, I had a whole sketch book and even though I didnt draw good at all, I enjoyed it! But, the problems began to raise as I was ( and still) a very problematic child. Every time I got called to talk about a problem, my drawings got lim... » Continue Reading