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Category: Romance and Relationships
He can touch me, he can tell me how much he loves me, he can call me his, but I can never fully get over the thought of him being better off with a guy instead of me . All the ‘I love you’s’ feel like pins and needles against my skin, and it’s so much harder for me to say it back without te » Continue Reading
Category: Life
i feel and look so unloveable. it's unreal. the look of disgust and peeve on his face singlehandedly made me lose my breath; i cant get his face out of my mind. i hate myself. i am an absolute pest. i deserve to rot. he looked so disgusted at me. he looks so disgusted. i am an absolute disgrace. it's so naive of me to even think i had a chance with him. » Continue Reading
Category: Life
currently stuck in some weird 'love v' with two of the smartest guys in class--- i like both of them ;-; well, finders keepers LOL! » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
he's like honey but i never liked the taste of honey at first, until i got a taste of its perfect sweetness. but i can't have honey everyday. i just get an occasional taste of it. i wish i could have honey everyday. instead, i stare at the honey-filled shelfs at the store, wishing i had enough to have one of my own. but nonetheless, i love honey. i love the sweetness of it and the gentle way it sw... » Continue Reading
Category: School, College, University
welp, since our school is having a world teacher's day event, we also get a student teacher kind of thing where a student can be a teacher for like a week or so. and well, i joined, not bcs i wanted to but bcs nobody wanted to represent for English LMAOOOO not expecting much tbh, i hope they just listen to me and be kind ;-; im very nervous and very shy and anxious for tmrw and the days after » Continue Reading
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Category: Romance and Relationships
i know i shouldnt be stupid and naive especially since this world is cruel and hateful, but i believe, with my whole heart and soul, that this is not the end of our story. fate is a funny thing. i believe she has a part in our lives. shes cheeky and cunning--- especially since she made me and the boy, the boy who i loved with my whole heart, meet. i didnt think we would meet again especially since... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
today i was walking around school and when i went down the stairs to my classroom, a group of students laughed at me for no reason ;-; i then found out that they were laughing at my (truthfully) horribly cut bangs. and i dont care what ppl think of me but sometimes i cant be strong and handle everything life throws at me. why are ppl mean? why am i so sensitive? » Continue Reading
Category: Life
misfortune always follows me and i HATE her!!!!!!!!!!1 theres a big chance he wont like me. im weird, fricked up, and ugly. id cry but i wont die bcs some boy doesnt like me back hes just a hallway crush that i wish i would be friends with bcs he seems like a cool, alt, sk8er boy!!!!!!!! id be sad but not mad if we dont become friends my love will come to be someday just not today :& » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
i get weird looks everyday for my makeup ;-; they say i look dead or emo WHICH IS THE POINT!!!!!!!!! but other than that, whenever i dont wear my scoliosis brace i start limping like a freaking ZOMBIE and ppl stare at me!!!!!!! i feel like an ANIMAL even tho im nOT!!!!!!!!! IM NOT AN ANIMAL!!!!!!! and when i do wear my brace, i get weird looks bcs i look like a damn mannequin!!!!!!!!! bodies by th... » Continue Reading
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