ugly girls like me never had a chance

i feel and look so unloveable. it's unreal.

the look of disgust and peeve on his face singlehandedly made me lose my breath; i cant get his face out of my mind.

i hate myself. i am an absolute pest.

i deserve to rot.

he looked so disgusted at me.

he looks so disgusted.

i am an absolute disgrace.

it's so naive of me to even think i had a chance with him.