It has been 2 months since i last posted on here and reading my old entries i cant believe how much tunnel vision i had. i stopped oversharing, i started taking care of myself and i stopped fucking to numb my feelings, i hate that i became such a yucky person for a bit but i think it had to happen for me to realize all the things i was missing out on, my ex was constantly harassing me and i was gr... » Continue Reading
I fucked up big time. I saw him and I couldn't help but think of everything that could be. but then he opens his mouth and I realize why I left him. He says the most disgusting things and doesn't realize it. " Have you fucked anyone?" "did they fuck better than me" ANYTHING BUT BE FUCKING NORMAL. but I'm more of a fuck up than him because knowing THIS I still let him touch me, IM » Continue Reading
I think I have unfortunately hit rock bottom within the mountains of indie, coming of age,teenage dream bullshit. I got out a a 4year relationship, he took my virginity and he was my first love. I didn't think all the things people say happens, happens. I lost the 25pounds I gained when I was with him and ive sadly fell into the trap of online hookups. I feel powerful knowing I have the ability to... » Continue Reading