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what music genre do you listen to??? need suggestions for my ipod xD

Category: Music

i listen mostly to deadmau5, ashlee simpson, sometimes nirvana, nightcore and…basically everything :P » Continue Reading

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Thank you everyone.

Category: Life

I just want to say goodbye to everyone. It was pretty good run, I loved being here. I wish everyone pretty and happy life. Nobody deserve so pathetic existence as mine, i’m ending it. Thank you all. Love you all » Continue Reading

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What is love like?

Category: Romance and Relationships

Hello,  It may sound silly, but my idea of ​​love is like the one in the movies, where a cheerful husband greets his longing wife, there are wonderful dates, fun times and dinners. Is that really what it's like? can someone explain to me what relationships are like? I've never been in love or a relationship, and unfortunately, I probably never will be. Can someone describe love to me in words? At ... » Continue Reading

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What is meaning of existence for you personally?

Category: Life

I’ve been thinking about this. Especially at the age of techno-feudalism. What is your purpose?  » Continue Reading

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how to actually write journal?

Category: Writing and Poetry

helloooo how do you all write your journals???   Like uhhh i all write about is describing my day and sometimes my hope for future. Nothing more. I feel so stupid. What can I write? Can y'all give me any suggestions? Im very grateful  » Continue Reading

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people are weird

Category: Life

i may sound like criticizing too much…but recently i went to date with girl i really liked. We met in real life (and it was hard for me because im extremely introverted), the date was going pretty good until she asked me for my instagram account. I told her that I don’t have instagram and never used it and that the only social media im using is spacehey, livejournal and forums. She looked on me as... » Continue Reading

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what cigs do u smoke??? xD

Category: Life

im smoking camels and i also love smoking while reading boook ;P » Continue Reading

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Last 7 years feels like hell.

Category: Life

I don't know why I'm writing this, but I think I want to get it out of my head. For seven years (around November 2018, when a lot in my life changed when I moved out), I've felt like... instead of living, I'm trying to survive each day. In 2019, I was on a hope pill but then came *that* day in 2020, and everything changed, everything collapsed, and with it, all my hope. I would call 2019 the last ... » Continue Reading

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i miss being in HS

Category: Life

I miss living without worry about anything like during high school (i’m 22 years old and i am already tired with life)  » Continue Reading

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What do you think about Stalker series?

Category: Games

Do you enjoy playing this series and which one you like the most??? :3 » Continue Reading

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i miss mid 2000s and 2010s

Category: Life

I recently saw a YouTube video published in 2005 where a group of friends were filming themselves fooling around in a mall. It moved me. Perhaps it's nostalgia, my idealized view of those years or simply my dislike of the present day, where the centralized internet is constantly present and following us everywhere. It really moved me deeply... I really wish the times before Musk's X, AI, even less... » Continue Reading

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