"marry rizzmas"
69 years old and lookin for smoking hot babez
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iim insnaely nonverbal irght now. i dont evn wanna type. fuck evry noise and bright thing right now. iwanna age regres but i dont wantt to do anyhting. Merddown emltdown i ned distraicftion but no one is arouund to disctract me. imgonna tear apart mmy pilow? senrosory imput needs more but also less never gdo anything ever » Continue Reading
Category: Life
back after a MONTH !!! things have been crazy okay, elephant in the room: might need surgery cuz i might have endometriosis and maybe germ cell ovarian cancer -_- ... fuck my stupid chud life! i'm not panicking cuz honestly ive been expecting this for 3 and a half years now and i'm FINALLY getting an MRI on tuesday :3 anyways, i wrote more of my FOB x reader smut (candyspagetti on AO3), i throw up... » Continue Reading
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hello huzz . i am doing pretty well! i only have 1 F right now, and it's mostly not my fault (i joined the class late). i have been kinda eating better too !! win! unfortunately, my own father asked if my good pal GP (pseudonym cuz im not gonna spill his name) was grooming me !! ^_^ wonderful !!! i LOVE that for me ! /j this is the SECOND TIME someone has asked if GP is grooming me . gang, that ma... » Continue Reading
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sealutations, huzz! i'm back after a week. i've been blaring like old nightcore recently, and just 2000s music. those jakarta music videos are WILD lmao. i just ate an entire pint of protein icecream lolz. my mania has mostly wore off i think ? my mom took me to get checked out cuz she was like "what if your issues are just because you have low iron? i really hope you don't have bipolar and that y... » Continue Reading
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what's up ! today was good. i feel like my mania is wearing off a bit, which sucks. maybe not, maybe im just doing shitty cuz the one person i want is almost 4 years older than me and i have to wait 2 years until i can actually date them and i know that they wouldnt be attracted to me cuz theyre smart and not a republican or something (LMAO) until im of that age but even then they might not want t... » Continue Reading
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WHAT'S UPPP!!!!!!!!!!!! AUGHHHHH IM SO HYPED!!!!!!! i am CHILLING !!!!!!!! i am MANIC!!!!!!! and i am THRIVING!!!!!!! i have friends, i have good ass tea, i have sewing projects, i have clean clothes, and i have plans..... guys, never kys. life is amazing. imagine me frolicking in a field. i also got a DEAL on ebay today!!!! a FOUR PIECE JUICY COUTURE SET!!! FOR 31 DOLLARS TOTAL!!!!!!!!! AUGHHHHHH... » Continue Reading
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what is up, ladies! i'm back! not a lot happened today, lolz. i considered not even typing out a blog entry, but i am anywayz just cuz uhh this is basically my therapy rn (cuz i havent seen my therapist in like 6 months!!) today was my cousin/band member's birthday!! he turned 18 (and he already has a tattoo appointment scheduled LOL) we had pizza and got toys and it was splendid!! i also got to p... » Continue Reading
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what is UP !!!! i am SLIGHTLY MANIC and i am THRIVING!!!!!!!!!!! i have ALL A'S as of now!! i got OUT of theater!! i have MONEY!!!!!!! and i have FRIENDS!!!!!!!!! my health is worse tho ! i have thrown up like 3+ times in the past month or two, uhh i think im sharting blood, my period is every like 2 weeks, and i have disabling stomach aches and muscle pains!! BUT mentally i have been doing good f... » Continue Reading
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well, i broke the like 3 day long streak, but i'm back after a week! hah, that rhymed :) anyways, today sucked, AGAIN !!! wonderful. like, seriously sucked. yesterday i went 2 tha mall with my friends, today i got my period and was bedridden all day! well, i went to school for an hour, and had to go home. then my dad took my devices cuz i went home early! something about "blah blah, it's too early... » Continue Reading
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today has been shit ! :D i feel like that's a proper first sentence for today's blog entry. apparently, i lied! i am NOT doing better !!! DAMN this bipolar can fight!!!!!!!!! anyways yeah i have beef with like 7 people right now, uhhh half of my friends are in college and/or have jobs, and all my other friends are mentally ill fags like me and are either vaguely problematic or have other friends t... » Continue Reading
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im back! im on a streak, dude! 3 days in a row, lets hope i can hit a week straight!! anyways, today has been WILD. kinda in a good way, mostly in a bad way unfortunately. everyone, hop onto the unnecessary ramble train!!! (everyone being the like 2 people who see my blog entries) i've lost like 5 friends this week, mostly cuz i realized that they were really being dicks to one of my BFFs behind h... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
im back... insane, right? 2 days in a row? am i high and/or manic? unfortunately, neither. i'm, like, if i could describe it, half manic and half depressed. might be heading 2 hypomania town in the next week or two if i could guess. uhh... school started! i met a couple new people, and i am officially a sophomore! 1 year until i'm an upperclassman! gross. like, only a couple weeks back i was 11. i... » Continue Reading
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