day 21 (pilots)

what is up, ladies! i'm back!

not a lot happened today, lolz. i considered not even typing out a blog entry, but i am anywayz just cuz uhh this is basically my therapy rn (cuz i havent seen my therapist in like 6 months!!)

today was my cousin/band member's birthday!! he turned 18 (and he already has a tattoo appointment scheduled LOL) we had pizza and got toys and it was splendid!!

i also got to play minecraft with the guy i mentioned a couple posts ago, G (green planet/grandpa)!! he's my GOAT, he started college like a month ago so he's been busy asf, but i finally got a couple hours to hang out with him!! i also got to talk to my other friend, who im gonna call L (cuz the initials of his name in my language are LV, i forgot fully whwat it stands for cuz i forgot, but also cuz he reminds me of a librarian)!! L said he was proud of me for dropping theater cuz a lot of the kids in there are fuckin mean LOL :D its the first time in a while that anyone flat out said they were proud of me so it almost made me cry haha

but today has been mostly good!! i kinda betrot most of the day when i wasnt at my cousin's birthday party, which ik isnt good but this past month has been a whirlwind of emotions n shit so i feel like i deserve a break w/ my buddies and some slightly melted candy :3

anyways, peace out, ladiez!! i gotta go try to sleep (im kinda in a flare-up rn tho so it'll probably take a couple hours </3)

remember, don't be dicks!! it said so in the bibble /j but also uhh help the world in the way you want it to be helped, seriously dont be dicks, and dont use AI no matter what! peace n luv :D