I had like the most stress-charged week of my entire life. My grandma has been diagnosed with cancer, I feel like a failure, my love life is wack, and my friends are happy with their lives after a long while and I don´t feel like ruining that with my problems. So after a little bit of meditating, I decided to give cigarrettes a second chance. They are still disgusting, they still make my head hur... » Continue Reading
I don´t really remember when it started anymore but my heart hasn´t had the will to love or even care for myself, in a very long time. The only states of being I´ve been able to identify in my day to day life are numbness and weariness. Joy is rarely added to the mixture and, even then, it only lasts a few hours after I get home. My parents are mad at me for not doing something (anything) with my ... » Continue Reading
Today we were walking throught the street with my friend and I said: I wonder how it feels like to smoke. To which she replied: "we would look so hot". So of course, we went to a drug store and bought a packet of cigarrettes and a lighter. Man let me tell you, I FELT LIKE I WAS FUCKING DYING. The smell was gross, the taste was even worse, my throat felt itchy, I was choking with smoke. Worst exper... » Continue Reading
Last week I went on a date with a dude I knew from middleschool. Everything went awesome from my perspective: we didn´t run out of topics to talk about, we shared similar opinions, political inclinations, world views, we like the same media, and we even share a similar sense of humor. After like 4 hours of talking and overall having a great time, he walked me to the train station AND GAVE ME HIS J... » Continue Reading
I´ve been looking for mutuals for like three hours straight and every profile that comes up is owned by someone who wasn´t born when the ps3 released. Or everyone is lying and something very really weird is happening. idk too tired to investigate lol » Continue Reading