So I left him another long text thing kinda like "Why are you tryna reopen this grave, aren't you happy? You have a bf, your family and cats and your friends, you literally have everything that could make you happy, what do you think being friends with your crazy obsessive ex is gonna be besides what it did for the last 3 years, what happened wasn't a little silly fight it was horrible dude" and w... » Continue Reading
So like a while ago I wrote my ex a letter thing and send it to him, I honestly didn't mean anything I said I just wanted to try to act like I was able to find some peace when I was literally crying about how much I wanna kill him while writing it all, but then he replied and he basically keeps asking to be friends again, and idk what to do, like it's so clear he doesn't understand or at least don... » Continue Reading
People make me wanna rip my hair out I like hate ppl which sucks bc I also need friends and love ppl I've always wanted to be the mysterious quiet person in the back of the class and now that I am one I HATE IT, I like tried to make friends at my school too and everyone is so lame and it's such a small school that it's not like new ppl are coming around often, I wish they were! Everyone at my sc... » Continue Reading
Bruuuhh I feel like I'm going insane, I feel like I don't really have friends, or I at least don't have someone to pour my attention into and to text first when I'm upset or anything, ever since I've moved I've felt like shitty, I was hoping I'd make Minnesota friends but I only seem to make online friends who happen to be in mn AAAAA » Continue Reading
YAYAY I am now 16 and ready to explode the government and be the next Jesus!! I will eat all the mean people and only leave the cool queers, nonhumans, and freaks of the world to do what they please!!!!!!!!!!!! anyways I'm happy ima spend time with my momma :3 and get gifts and hugs and money and on Wednesday ima getting a guitar my uncle bought it for me hhehehe I'm so so so so so so happy :3 im... » Continue Reading
AAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA I dont wanna be 16, my moms gonna try to get me to work, and I hate going to school, and my mom wont do all the shit it takes to get me back into therapy or van transport shit and I'm like POOFIIJOUFDSRCTUVIYUHIJO{HIPUGOFITDRCGVBHN COME ON, other then that I'm exited but not, I need to pull something together for my mom but at the same time ... » Continue Reading
I need Me a monster addicted baddie to my redbull nerd I need us to argue about whats better and dying and choking when I try they're monster » Continue Reading
I just logged back on and there seems to be more drama then last time?? what the fuck is happening lmao?! like can someone explain what happened in the 2 weeks I was gone » Continue Reading
i cant tell if everything just feels like shit and its too hot for me to try to enjoy things that would make me feel better (being outside) my birthday is in a month and I'm once again at the point of not leaving the house unless to take out trash or get food, I think were gonna mover after our birthdays and I hate my birthday it makes me sad thinking about how ill be 16, and ughh everything is so... » Continue Reading
SOBBBS AAAA AAA SOOOBBSS i was like half way through my first reading before it broke on me, the librarian said fuck it and just took it off the thing and said ok deal with it it's yours, so I waited like 4 months before being able to find glue for it and I've kinda been post ponging reading rn bc I've been reading Bones(jeff smith) I'm on book 7 and need to finish by the 18 then order more AND SE... » Continue Reading
I've gotten to the point where I'm so sick of listening to Autumn J and any other Therian artist I look for they also make awful rap and always have autotune and it's just like UGHH I have been planning on making my own music but I don't have anything id need to make music, but I am planning on making my own bc tbh others suck, and Autumn J's community sucks , I was shitted on in the live because ... » Continue Reading
I don't think ppl get how nice it is to be free and yourself, even if people don't like it, I wasn't born to make you happy or comfortable I was born to be myself and express myself, idk why but my dream is to bite someone, to yell at people and be called a freak by normies, I love being myself, it's hard but it's so fun to be a stinky hairy hyena freak and I don't care how others feel, I love me ... » Continue Reading