"do you ever feel the incoming doom"
16, looking for friends T_T really awkward
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Category: Friends
making a bmf because ermmmmm my bsf just replaced me and i feel awful ^_^ hiii im wiwi/carmi im 16 ^_^ i dont really have dnis so ermm .. just dont be mean to me or be a really big creep and we can get along !!! im a baby bat and a vkei listener , my favourite artists are buck-tick, dadaroma, malice mizer, gackt, bauhaus, she wants revenge and lebanon hanover ^_^ theres also more but feel free to ... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
how do people go like "oh just stop being insecure!" "just love your body!" "love yourself!" how. HOWWWW DO I DO IT! i cant love myself and my body when its so unloveable and ugly i wish i was a floating being and not a real breathing person i dont want to be perceived or looked at i cry when i look into the mirror i cry when im not in baggy clothes i cry when people look at me i cry and i want to... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
hii!! before this starts, i want to say that this post mentions counting calories and checking weight, as those are important to me!! if you are sensitive to that/ed content in general, please just leave ,, im not condoning it specifically, i just suffer from it day in the life of an asocial, depressed, teenage girl whos currently on a sort of lockdown!! i wrote this throughout the day on google d... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
ive been thinking about this topic for a while now, honestly. its pretty contradicting, but i feel like its more of a symbiotic relationship between it. as a 16 year old girl, i am the subject of constant objectification both online and in real life. do i hate it? yes. do i crave it? also yes. i hate being objectified, but the fact that someone would even think im worthy of being objectified is a ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
i miss school, but i also dont at the same time. i miss having a reason to get out of bed in the morning, but i dont miss the stress. i miss hanging out with my schoolmates and making fun of the idiots in my class, but i dont miss the yelling . !!! AUAHAGGBTBTBG i want school back for one week and then a week of break or smth.. Ufhhhhhhtbtfgggggggghhbfb but hey at least maybe ill find some new fri... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
i feel like nowadays its really, really hard to make genuine friends. you can speak with strangers at any time, any where but i really lack the actual connection of friendship as of recent its summer break for me, so im getting really little human connection outside of family and guests. my friends usually dont feel like meeting up, because theres either a traveling barrier (the place i live in ha... » Continue Reading
Category: Art and Photography
anyone else really enjoy drawing oc x canon like UGH i dont even have to fully like the character i can just like the design and make them up a lover.. like WA..... YES!!!! PUT THAT GIRL WITH HER!!! THE GIRL THAT MY MIND FORMED!!!! anyway i love it ^_^ also HRU guys whoever is reading this i made a clay bunny today and im waiting for it to dry... also i got paint recently and fell in love.. So i i... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
hello!! i got a sudden urge to compile all my favourite lps in one place, where everyone can see! this isnt in any specific order, just the ones i remember!! theyre mostly my favourites because of nostalgia/my attachment to them over the years.. will include a lot of my childhood lps, which some i still own! (●ˇ∀ˇ●) 1 - LPS #143 » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
what easy to acquire hobbies can a lonely broke antisocial girl start ... im so bored and even though summer is slowly ending, i feel the doom of boredom incoming anyway .. i wanna start doing clay figurines but ughhhhh i gotta go out and actually buy it.. i wanted to start crocheting too, but i do NOTT have the patience .. and also i draw already so that checks out ! please send fun hobbies my wa... » Continue Reading
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Category: Art and Photography
i was over at a friends house (finally) after over a week of pointlessly crying and bedrotting, and we did little clay art! we wanted to do one of those pinterest vs person 1 vs person 2 thingies .. but we decided to just do whatever we want!! i started out with a cat, but then it stopped looking catlike and turned into a seal .. he looks very wonky ...... i wish i had a good pic :(( we still hav... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
me and her have known eachother for like... a year now, but lately we've been so out of it and i am actually so sad. i genuinely dont have many friends that im comfy enough to talk with on the daily, so this is just . Such a big loss for me . Its back to bedrotting all day babyyyyy !!! but anyway . Um . i got mad at her like 2 days ago and honestly shes just been . rlly weird lately. ive always ig... » Continue Reading
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