The end-of-year holidays are approaching. I'm a bit overwhelmed, too lazy to study, but I'm relieved that my grades have been excellent in the first three terms. During this time, I usually promise myself to do a lot of things during the holidays, but I usually only complete one or two of those things during these two free months. » Continue Reading
I use them so heavily that I disabled them for two seconds to study. When I came here, I didn't know how bright the purple in my profile was. I thought it was a shade of magenta, almost pink. '-' » Continue Reading
I've been overthinking more often, and it's making me feel bad. I still have some problems with my damn insecurity, and I've been working on some issues I acquired because of rejection in recent years, one of them being emotional dependence. And I believe that if I start to like myself more, one day I will be able to feel less affec » Continue Reading
Why am I like this? And adolescence seems to make everything worse, intensifying everything I feel. The discomfort of feeling like what was your "safe place" suddenly seems to reject you, but in such a subtle way that you're not sure if that's really what's happening or if you're just an insecure freak. My life with friends makes me » Continue Reading
I know your traumas don't justify being an asshole in the present. But not letting it get you down is a hell of a constant mental exercise. I hate feeling jealous. It makes me cry. But I wouldn't want anything different to happen. I love my friends. But you know when you notice the little things? When you're the one doing most of » Continue Reading
How to get back to chasing my goals? How can I be confident in my choices again? I don't think I have a disorder, maybe just laziness, but I would love to medicate myself with those ADHD meds and be productive at some point. I'm trying study methods that I'm trying to adapt to » Continue Reading
I've been feeling helpless. Idk. I've been feeling so many things lately. The kind of thing people do at this shitty age. Thank goodness it's all just a phase, I hope so with all my heart. I'm definitely not mentally healthy, but I'm trying to preserve my body. Maybe workout? Although I don't feel happy or well, I feel relieved b » Continue Reading
I don't have as much income as my friends, but I love spending. Spend it on nerdy shit, anime figures, plushies, manga, not having many, but a significant amount ;-; But consuming these things is shit when the place where you live doesn't even have a store to sell this shit >:(((( » Continue Reading
I d'love rhythm games, even I'm a such shit player. I ❤ rhythm games cause I don't need be a expert or think a lot for play. Is so relaxing :( The songs stay in my mind every single day. » Continue Reading