Why am I like this? And adolescence seems to make everything worse, intensifying everything I feel.
The discomfort of feeling like what was your "safe place" suddenly seems to reject you, but in such a subtle way that you're not sure if that's really what's happening or if you're just an insecure freak.
My life with friends makes me realize that I wouldn't be able to do well in romantic relationships. Not that I want to date. I think it's quite the opposite.
But I hope with all my heart that this ends soon, because while it continues, it hurts.
Writing here makes me feel slightly better, but I feel like a little rat, victimizing myself in some way, but I know that dealing with people with this kind of problem is tiring.
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Amelie!
I understand you, it can be pretty hard. But please, don't give up! I myself struggle a lot with people, but I still deep down know there's nice people out there. Actually, I've downloaded this app to try and get better at talking to people! If it makes you feel better that someone reads you, I'll be here