Blew_idiot_25

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"Having an Existential Crisis since 2019. :D"

I'm from Mexico...anything else I can write here?

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Scene..

Category: Fashion, Style, Shopping

One of the styles that has caught my attention the most, even since I was a kid, is scene... I really like the way pink, black, and green combine. It's quite pleasing to the eye. Honestly, I'd like to dress like that. In real life, I dress as boringly as possible. » Continue Reading

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Things I hate.

Category: School, College, University

You know, I HATE people who try to act cool or try to be just as "cool" as me. For some reason, I've come across people like that and I don't like them. You know, you're not like me, There's only one me in this world, and that's me. Or maybe the love of my life, I don't know, but damn, you're not like me. Don't try to force me to like you, that's what I want. And there's a phrase I'll never forget... » Continue Reading

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Ween-The Friends EP

Category: Music

The following blog is in two languages: English and Spanish. If you speak either or both of those languages, that's fine... if not, screw you! (^∇^) No, I'm just kidding. Just translate this. (≧∇≦*) Ween, una de mis bandas favoritas, creo yo que es la quinta, en 2022, llego a ser la primera...  uno de sus materiales favoritos es su ultimo la » Continue Reading

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The beginning of a new era...

Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes

After much thought, I've decided to continue as before. Honestly, I don't want to change. I hate the trends of my generation and, in general, their way of being. I don't want to be a trendsetter or ignorant. Also, I have a kind of panic or fear of being around people, especially if they're people I don't really trust. It's been like this since I was a child; I've always been quite shy. The only wa... » Continue Reading

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Why have so many people treated me so badly?

Category: Life

One of the things that has bothered and hurt me the most in my life is that so many people have treated me badly and insulted me unnecessarily... even my own family has done it, and every time I think about this; I feel a strong pain in my heart. Am I someone quite sensitive? Maybe... the truth is, I'm sick of all that, I've never understood why everyone is such a son of a bitch to me. I'm not som... » Continue Reading

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Why does everything go so wrong for me?

Category: Life

Honestly, every day I can cope less and less with my life. Every day I feel more consumed, more spent... I'm fed up with my life. I'm fed up with everything in my life being so tragic and miserable. My only real escape is music, the internet, and this page... I want to be like everyone else, have lots of friends, have a normal family, have a normal life, have normal tastes, have normal opinions, B... » Continue Reading

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a day to remember

Category: Life

Monday, April 28th, a bad day for others: for me, a very important day in my life. In a previous blog, I told about the end of my only friendship in my entire life, well, I want to tell you about that day... at first, I woke up at 6 in the morning, I didn't receive any messages from my "friend", we almost always used to say good morning, I didn't pay attention to it and continued with everything, ... » Continue Reading

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How to ruin your computer

Category: Web, HTML, Tech

Yesterday, I used Linux Mint, specifically the xfce version, Honestly, I didn't like it; I prefer the cinnamon version. Well, now you're probably wondering, what's up with this? Well, I'm an idiot who can't be satisfied with anything, so I said, "I'll try Peppermint OS"BIG MISTAKE. It all went wrong when I deleted the Mint partition from my hard drive. Grub stopped working, and I thought, "It'll b... » Continue Reading

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Social Isolation?

Category: Romance and Relationships

You know, back in the days when I created this account—April 2024—I was isolated from others, I had no friends, I experienced bullying, abuse, and harassment. It was a tough time, and my only solace was the internet, music, and video games. And that was it for four years. until that person arrived, of whom I spoke yesterday, honestly, she doesn't matter to me, I'm only interested in how my LAST at... » Continue Reading

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The End of an Era

Category: Romance and Relationships

After much thought, I decided to end my friendship with my friend. It's something I've been thinking about for almost two months. Honestly, I feel happy. I blocked all contact with her. In a rather long message, I explained everything. And there, I told her several things. I told her to forget everything about me, including, obviously, all the intimate things I'd told her over the past few months.... » Continue Reading

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Difficult Months

Category: Life

Well, honestly, I don't know how to feel about all of this. I'll be honest, since June of last year, I've felt this way: unmotivated, disappointed, depressed, and a failure. Since June of 2024, I've felt like I've wasted my entire life, that I've done everything wrong, that I've always been excluded, that I've always been the laughingstock of others. all this would be worse the following month; th... » Continue Reading

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UBUNTU (I'm on Debian now, although it's practically the same)

Category: Web, HTML, Tech

Hi, how have you been? I'm feeling bad... I'll tell you about that in another blog. Anyway, today I'll tell you about how my Ubuntu is configured. First, the cursor and its loading bar are the ones from macOS. The taskbar is the one from macOS. Yes, I really like that system's interface. Just look at how it looks. » Continue Reading

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