so uhhh after a while of wondering in the sh called internet i thought i need something DIFFERENT and here i am :) i am a softie raised by slavic messengers and telegram (I PROMISE IT'S JUST THAT WE ALL USING IT HERE OKAY) so i don't really know how i'll fit here... maybe i should start with introducing myself lol? so my full name is Anastasia which i think is goofy asf so i prefer » Continue Reading
so basically after a few years i discovered a crocheting/knitting AGAIN and it's so relaxing omg i'm crocheting all day watching films one after one.... but i still feel lonely thooo ahahha.. all days are the same except for the days i'm going to the hospital for checkups it's boring and tiring if someone saw it please write to me, i'm searching for a new friends to 2 talk to! » Continue Reading
i'm carrying a lot of love and sadness since childhood. i have so much that it would be enough for an entire nation to fill, do you believe me? i am the one who suffocates you, i'm the air you're breathing and the people who surround you everyday in your journey. i'm carrying a lot of tenderness in me, but if i give too much what will remain to offer? i feel the pain of the woods violated by a man... » Continue Reading
these few days i feel extremely lonely and somehow sad (not because i'm not on my meds but i'm sure it has something to do with ts) and i dunno what to do with my emotions at all like?? share em with ya'll? i will try to maybe someone find themselves in me lol lately all i do is starving and it's jus exhausting like i have low blood pressure i have faintingsss so » Continue Reading
so uhh... somewhere between summer of 2023 and autumn i discovered these sad/trauma core slideshows and music of artists like sign crushes motorist (all his projects) one heart, grouper, flatsound and etc... the more i was listening to it the more i thought about it as a mental form of a selfharm » Continue Reading