some 'poem' i wrote today cuz i was feeling bad (translated in english)

i'm carrying a lot of love and sadness since childhood.

i have so much that it would be enough for an entire nation to fill, do you believe me?

i am the one who suffocates you, i'm the air you're breathing and the people who surround you everyday in your journey.

i'm carrying a lot of tenderness in me, but if i give too much what will remain to offer?

i feel the pain of the woods violated by a man and i hear the wind crying at the night taking someone's grief away. i always was a bit sensetive in a way nobody understand me, nor you at your worst.

i'm begging please just let me be around you, just watch you, sitting quietly in a corner and hearing you cry, i won't disturb your misery.

i'm miserable myself, in a way i want to be emotionally close to the little world of yours.

i'm scared to sleep without you, to take a breath without you.

you're taking a part of me with you when you leave and i weep,

the endless circle of suffer.

if my soul was a nation, the people or country - it would be in endless civil war for your love and recognation.

i'm carrying a lot of love and sadness since childhood and i have so much sadness that it would be enough to fill an entire nation.

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it's silly and i don't know what it is i didn't write in a long time ESPECIALLY in english