random thoughts (TW depression, ED, cringe)

these few days i feel extremely lonely and somehow sad (not because i'm not on my meds but i'm sure it has something to do with ts) and i dunno what to do with my emotions at all like?? share em with ya'll? i will try to maybe someone find themselves in me lol

lately all i do is starving and it's jus exhausting like i have low blood pressure i have faintingsss something i'm not proud of but i hope it'll end soon (i'm too afraid 2 go to the psychologist and too tired)

since i graduated from the school i don't talk to people irl cuz I DON'T HAVE NO ONE LMAO

tiring asf