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Music & music

Category: Music

Lately I've been listening to russian music more often, though only two bands that I like a lot since I don't usually listen to new music if someone doesn't recommend it to me. But yesterday I found a soviet song, "Тёмная ночь", and I immediately loved it. It brought a sense of familiarity to me that at first I couldn't put a finger on why, but after a few times listening to it I realized it. For ... » Continue Reading

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Midnight thoughts but it's actually 4am

Category: Life

How comes that every time that I manage to get better there's always something that ruins it all? Maybe it's a me problem or is it just my own mind taking a toll on me, it's weird to feel good and horrible at the same time. I always wonder if I'm genuinelly getting better or if the only thing getting better is my capacity of overcoming an managing my feelings. Is that what getting better means? On... » Continue Reading

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Ranting on my mental health

Category: Blogging

Lately my head and overall mood has been in a never-ending roller coaster, I can be at my best one minute and the next I'm thinking of offing myself. It's been always like this honestly, there's times when it gets more bearable but I've thought I already had control of it, only to realize I don't, it's a bit frustrating after so much time. Maybe it's something derived from being on social media al... » Continue Reading

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