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Category: Religion and Philosophy
Stop pretending to manically read the bible and delete your pinterest boards. your hope is feeble and rooted in a desperation for an attractive sense of self and its disgusting. what you see as beautiful is a compilation of dopamine thick images of purity and intellectuality designed to make you feel good about yourself ------ Everything I say is just a regurgitation of the newest superior values ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
And the youth are running in circles , boasting their shallowness While spreading themselves unbearably thick. They're busy, deciding on the perfect date for their birthday to fall on. I'm Limbless in this time but I was Strong and Stupid and I can't stop drinking to pretend. I can see you clutching freedom Oh God please tell your baby to shut up There is no hope in illusion. Tomorrow we will eat... » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
I will screen print your face onto my back and rip my teeth out so leave your shoes at the door; what you see is what you get and when I'm dipping into the gaping holes in my mouth and lapping up my Water Dirty the edge of the car window and call out my name I'm lathering myself in soap to slip through the metal grate above your in-floor heater It's filled with dust follow me down? » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
Drinking gallons of DDT, a friend of Autumn and hope. Invite her along (to sing a song) and climb over, while you're at it. Exhale and the thick will sit atop a 3-day-old glass of water. Should we sit and watch rocketships go by? This feels like meeting family you didn't know you had » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
Oh Epic pendulum ,, teach me about the perfect vacuum and fill my voice to the lip Hang an old sheet over my window and be sure my plants make it out alive Strip me bare and lock me outside , with a fourth stomach and play me music where my bedroom must donate tell me I'll Quit when the flies begin to drone and the river turns thick; Winter is already ruined » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
the Sunday blues are trying to reach me on Friday! Outrageous! Logically I should postpone this self-absorbed depression But I think my therapist is bored of me I bought a kinder surprise egg yesterday, the kind with a yellow capsule and a plastic toy inside. I hoped it would reconnect me with pre-highschool years but unfortunately I already tried to capture that nostalgia. I saw myself and the k... » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
the moist sickly dread of evening is up to my shoulders and i see you plunging a needle into the vein of the hardwood floor dark red blood is on my childhood bedroom door and i lock my fine china in her cupboard you'll take good care of my family » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
I never had a dog growing up but there's something striking about a distant barking in music. I am longing for the life I lumped in with the piles of teenage strife. I'm scrambling to turn ash into a suit I can wear once again but I won't, because I'm not 16 anymore i collect itchy scarves in my plastic red beach bucket ill leave them behind Goodbye Today im experiencing the life you'll never se... » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
you put me back in a high school classroom under the desk and cover my mouth with a damp cloth you search my skin for a pothole you can tear into a buzzing headland, im dizzy upon which my yield will be plentiful i can't bleed yet please leave the lights on until you leave » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
a week ago I promised myself I would give up drinking. then I spent a moment mourning the raw drive for peace that accompanies curling over a toilet bowl. I broke my streak. yesterday I noted down that the air smelled like unroasted coffee beans. we used to have a coffee tree. every november when I was younger we'd pick the berries, ferment them, hull them, then roast them. I never tried the coffe... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
my joy is fleeting,,,,, whenever I admit I feel good ,, the feeling is immediately replaced by immense dread. I think it's dread,... And every time I try to think about it ..... I lose all sense of emotion. its like how you see faces swirling around in your peripheral vision, then when you try to look at them they melt into nothing Blogging was a way to process each day and come into contact with... » Continue Reading
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Category: Friends
Feeling like I want to kill something. In the worst mood and I think it's because I was in a rush and didn't take my medication this morning. And also maybe the heat oh it's so hot I hate it so much I cant wait to leave this country Humphry Davy discovered sodium. I think I would discover an element too if my name was humphry . though I am in the process of creating the Oliver compound. Few hours ... » Continue Reading
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