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Category: Writing and Poetry
Oh Epic pendulum ,, teach me about the perfect vacuum and fill my voice to the lip Hang an old sheet over my window and be sure my plants make it out alive Strip me bare and lock me outside , with a fourth stomach and play me music where my bedroom must donate tell me I'll Quit when the flies begin to drone and the river turns thick; Winter is already ruined » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
the Sunday blues are trying to reach me on Friday! Outrageous! Logically I should postpone this self-absorbed depression But I think my therapist is bored of me I bought a kinder surprise egg yesterday, the kind with a yellow capsule and a plastic toy inside. I hoped it would reconnect me with pre-highschool years but unfortunately I already tried to capture that nostalgia. I saw myself and the k... » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
the moist sickly dread of evening is up to my shoulders and i see you plunging a needle into the vein of the hardwood floor dark red blood is on my childhood bedroom door and i lock my fine china in her cupboard you'll take good care of my family » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
I never had a dog growing up but there's something striking about a distant barking in music. I am longing for the life I lumped in with the piles of teenage strife. I'm scrambling to turn ash into a suit I can wear once again but I won't, because I'm not 16 anymore i collect itchy scarves in my plastic red beach bucket ill leave them behind Goodbye Today im experiencing the life you'll never se... » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
you put me back in a high school classroom under the desk and cover my mouth with a damp cloth you search my skin for a pothole you can tear into a buzzing headland, im dizzy upon which my yield will be plentiful i can't bleed yet please leave the lights on until you leave » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
a week ago I promised myself I would give up drinking. then I spent a moment mourning the raw drive for peace that accompanies curling over a toilet bowl. I broke my streak. yesterday I noted down that the air smelled like unroasted coffee beans. we used to have a coffee tree. every november when I was younger we'd pick the berries, ferment them, hull them, then roast them. I never tried the coffe... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
my joy is fleeting,,,,, whenever I admit I feel good ,, the feeling is immediately replaced by immense dread. I think it's dread,... And every time I try to think about it ..... I lose all sense of emotion. its like how you see faces swirling around in your peripheral vision, then when you try to look at them they melt into nothing Blogging was a way to process each day and come into contact with... » Continue Reading
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Category: Friends
Feeling like I want to kill something. In the worst mood and I think it's because I was in a rush and didn't take my medication this morning. And also maybe the heat oh it's so hot I hate it so much I cant wait to leave this country Humphry Davy discovered sodium. I think I would discover an element too if my name was humphry . though I am in the process of creating the Oliver compound. Few hours ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
the light is coming through the blinds onto a boy's red computer case in the shape of a heart and I am thinking of you I didn't write down my thoughts yesterday or the day before but I overcame buffers and craved headspin. I'm tying a knot in blue ethernet cable that runs around the room. The weekend is a taste of the future,,,, my weekends now expand to begin on Thursday I feel an urge to reflec... » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
I am lying on oliver bedroom floor and am feeling very at peace. his room is a shelter and his hair is a beautiful dark brown . first I explored the boiling water dispenser with elmine. it said no students but her noodles were desperate,,, you must forgive us. in chemistry I tested the effectiveness of buffers ----- it was interesting 1!!!!1 we have buffers in our blood and.,,, I wore correct ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
Today I feel down. I can't bring myself to name my first class because I will have to think about it and I dont want to think about it. I had biology nextNo no no I want to think about that either I went home because I am sick. i fell asleep and pretended that I didnt fall asleep. in short my day was uneventful and I am in deep regret I finished my first draft of an assignment and sent it to a m... » Continue Reading
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Category: Religion and Philosophy
To understand you must let yourself daydream and let all ideas play out freely in your head,,, you must let yourself get carried away. This is humiliating, My coffee went cold before I could finish it. I spent a while toying with the idea of making another,, but adding milk and sugar,,,,... I drank the cold coffee I wrote about God today. I wrote about how atheism is a religion --- except you wors... » Continue Reading
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