i kinda wish i was more open about being a system? i dont like the word 'alters', i dont like using simply plural or trying to keep tabs on mySELF. it makes me feel so.. disconnected. im just me. every online community i look into makes me sick, these people make me sick. i cant relate to any of you. it reminds me of being in kinnie discord servers and watching people roleplay their "kin memories"... » Continue Reading
FOR ANYONE CURRENLTY IN THE US IN THE HEAT WAVE ZONE!! we're going into wet bulb temps, meaning the humidity is so high your sweat doesnt evaporate enough to cool you of. its not just "high heat". if you can please stay inside near AC or fans. if you are on an SSRI i cannot stress this enough STAY inside. they block the receptors that allow your body to cool off faster, making you at a much higher... » Continue Reading
having flare ups again. this is hell i can barely SLEEP dawg. im exhausted and so low energy. lord please take my chronic pain and give it to my exes amen » Continue Reading
trying to remake my profile is killing me rn WHY the minute i decide i wanted to finally do it the servers break. helpppp i jst wanna put on my fun little bits i have all the code set up » Continue Reading
i feel like such a loser for having dirty games in my interests and i cant even front and be like "UH i like the story" cuz i doooooont i like the cute girls and. stuff. but like im a grown ass man this is fiiiiine. im just emnarassed » Continue Reading
nobody here would've survived real myspace tbh. every new age scenemo kid preaching "PLUR HAS ALWAYS BEEN WHAT SCENE IS ABOUT" makes me giggle and snicker. watch out I'm the rage bait monster and ur gonna fall for it in 3.. 2.. can somebody show them what it was really like so I can watch them clutch their pearls » Continue Reading
Something that I've begun to notice over the past few years regarding Gen Z is this extreme pull back from society. Of course the pandemic has alot to do with it! We were stuck inside during some of our more formative years. But part of it comes from this strange phenomenon I like to call "TikTok Boundaries". Where someone feels the need to constantly "protect their peace" 24/7 with no room for er... » Continue Reading
dont have anyone to talk to so I'm throwing my whining into the spacehey void dealing with constant circulation problems lately. cant catch a break :/ my feet hurt so bad. I cant walk on one side but putting all this pressure onto the other is making THAT hurt now. and nobody will listen to me!! I cant even advocate for myself cuz I dont have an ID. the neglect goes crazy and I know once it gets b... » Continue Reading
VENT / RANT semi i truly think its funny when somebody feels the need to make every falling out some big story. to post about their ex friend, have all these "reasons" instead of just accepting that sometimes people dont stick. im not a bad person for protecting my peace; but im not gonna coddle you through saying sorry while you cry type. but i dont think theyre a bad person. i still dont! beca... » Continue Reading
its a sort of schrodinger situation in which everybody is both faking and not faking simultaneously. I dont care enough to interrogate you for your backstory and medical records and passport or whatever. but a part of me will always be suspicious. particularly on the internet of all places. as much as I will defend people when fakeclaimed I myself am a hypocrite. I do actually think it odd that y... » Continue Reading
wow!! the people on here are way too comfortable being ableist towards cluster b disorders huh. over the past few days ive seen "dni narcissists, dni sociopaths/psychopaths" and an entire page dedicated to "narcissistic abuse" not sure if the quirky people here know how insanely ableist that all is; and no being autistic doesnt negate your hate speech. but wow!! i feel so insanely unwelcome here a... » Continue Reading
yumeshipping! selfshipping!! how do we feel about it? personally i love it. you mean i like a character so much i can make a shameless self insert oc and draw them kissing?!?! awesome... i seriously dont get how people can find it "cringe" ur just mad im free of the confines of cringe culture if you selfship drop ur f/o in the comments id love to know!! the weirder the better honestly » Continue Reading