as a super sensitive person who cries to almost everything, im honestly super shocked that ive never cried to music. no matter how sad, nostalgic, or whatever; music has never filled me with an emotion to push me to cry. if it has, it is only because i was crying before hand. i've heard a lot of people describe songs that make them cry, and i understand its not always because it makes them sad, bu... » Continue Reading
i think my life goal is to travel the world, or atleast the most interesting places. however, i have this deadly fear of going to another country and being disrepectful, seen as weird, and everything related to that. no matter how much research i do, or how respectful i am, what if im immediately outcasted or unintentionally invade peoples place? i know it sounds irrational, but i dont think i wa... » Continue Reading
first blog entry cause i can write multiple paragraphs here and post it publicly while it not being on reddit or spaced between multiple posts. fucking ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I've been out of school for a year and a half. I've been postponing going to college out of pure anxiety I think. I don't know how to do everything alone, and my parents try to help but ultimately don't. It's a loop of unr... » Continue Reading