She glanced at my face, i was scared again. We had an argument, another time, the same daily action, which is leading me to decline. She held my things, she throwed my heart, shattered into one thousand pieces, again, and i sweep the crumbles silently, as i remained calm, without a heart, without a soul. today she shouted, she told me "I would treat you as you treat me, but with you my heart wrink... » Continue Reading
Right now, everything i once feared, passing right infront of me, i just stare, nobody taugh me how to answer, and by myself, i didn't learn how to act. Because my heart flutters at your words, my skin trembled by your touch, my eyes glanced at your gaze, tears falling from them, how could someone so kind be treated like this by life? Life is such a complicated concept, i never understood why, why... » Continue Reading
Sometimes i just wonder, im so alone and the thoughs start filling my mind, until i cant find myself anymore. My thoughs, i hate them so much, i hate how i just cant express them, i dont like my mind, full of words, mumbles that i cant understand, i dont like the way it plays with me, making me so melancholic everyday, so i just wonder. I wonder, the meaning of the "I love you" that i hear almost ... » Continue Reading
So, months had passed since my first blog... that entry was sooo cringe... Anyways, updating about my life, me and my girlfriend, we got back together! so im okay now, i have been depressed, yes, i still selfhrmed, yes, but even with all of that, im better! I have some friends now, my best friend, she's so nice, i feel kind of a warm feeling when im with her, thats actually very sweet, she's very ... » Continue Reading
sooo, i really dont know what to say.. hi i guess! im new in these type of pages, so idk how this works i've never had a blog, so ig i need to introduce myself to yall, hi, im mimi, but people call me matzo or clay, i really dont care about the way you call me, my pronouns are he or she, but i dont mind being called by other, im a minor, i like listening to music, coffe and drawing, im kinda good.... » Continue Reading