love

Right now, everything i once feared, passing right infront of me, i just stare, nobody taugh me how to answer, and by myself, i didn't learn how to act.

Because my heart flutters at your words, my skin trembled by your touch, my eyes glanced at your gaze, tears falling from them, how could someone so kind be treated like this by life?

Life is such a complicated concept, i never understood why, why am i here, why are you here, i always wondered, and i stopped, when you cupped my face, telling me everything was alright, i knew it wasn't, but i answered, a mumble from my mouth, you smiled, you hugged me, and i feeled complete again, a complete liar, a complete person.

And now im sitting in this quiet floor, looking at my starry window, wondering, why do i love you more than i love myself, wondering why my heart is aching so hard at your problems, its not something i should care anyways, but i want to, my heart wants you, to hold you, carry you, kiss your cheeks, the face i love the most, feel your skin, the soft body that keeps you alive, hear your voice, tell me the words, tell me those lies again, "I love you" you mumbled, and I feeled realized again, like an extasis.

And i want to protect you from the world, make you feel something, anything, talk to you, and hear that laught that makes me feel so warm, i want to see that smile, so bright, those hands roaming through my body, as i gasp, that dark hair dancing with the wind, hearing my favorite melody, reading my future, as you sleep calmly in my lap, i caress you, seeing you so pacified, it makes me smile, i kiss you knuckles, i mumble, leaving a trail of gentle kisses along your neck, as you chuckle, i want to care for your children, our children, i want to have the most beautiful flowers just for you, a whole portrait of woman i fell for, that myself created, the melodies, lyrics and poetry for you, i hate to talk, you will never heard an sincere "I love you" coming from my mouth, but you will feel it when i hold you, in a gentle embrace, kissing your forehead, as i clean the pearls of you face, glancing at you tenderly, hearing you talk about everything, tell me about yourself, your family and friends, what do you like the most? i want to know everything, im all ears, for the girl i love.