uh so it's been a while since i've been online . i'm not dead yet ! :3 actually i have a bf now ! and hes super sweet and controls me and loves me and calls me his pretty little girl :3 he's getting angry aty me rn bc im not snapping him so i have to go now hehe byeeee guys :D » Continue Reading
i've been feeling super undesirable and unlovable lately . my friends always have boys hitting on them and do fun things without me . i also get super jealous when my friends talk abt their other friends ( is this normal ? ) . i know it's wrong to be jealous ( bc i am happy 4 them) , but I can't help it . i just feel like a loser . i don't know what is wrong with me . why can't anyone love me lik... » Continue Reading
(VENT) haii guys !!! :3 i don't think i've ever talked abt my metal health on here b4 but ... now i'm going 2 start ! so basically i suffer from severe social anxiety and depression . it's starting 2 get rlly bad again :/ . i just feel lonely all the time even when i'm not alone . i feel like i can't tell anyone how I rlly feel (not even my therapist) . i'm starting 2 lose motivation 2 live again ... » Continue Reading
guys !!! i finally got my driver's license !! im so happy !!! >_ < it took me 2 tries but i did it !! :D now i can see my friends whenever i want !! :> also sorry i've been inactive . i got some new makeup and im thinking of getting some new jeans . maybe some studded belts ? 0.0 also i think im getting my haircut soon !! :0 what should i get ? im thinking maybe a shag or a ton of layers . :p cur... » Continue Reading