thinking abt last night when in his sleepy voice he told me i was so precious to him and he was going to protect me with his life . where has this man been all my life ?? he brings me so much happiness and makes me feel so loved . somehow he makes me feel so lucky to be with him and also worships the ground i walk on . i truly love everything about this man . he doesn't deserve any of the hardship... » Continue Reading
uhm so my dad found my vape for the second time . . . my moms not rlly too upset like all she's concerned abt is what im putting in my body which is valid . and she rlly can't do anything bc im 18 . like she can't take my phone bc of emergencies and she can't take my car bc I need it for work . scared to go to my dads house tmrw tho bc he tends to be explosive with his anger . i mean ive done thi... » Continue Reading
hi guys !! it will be my birthday soon and im super excited !! i will be 18 wowweee ! finally will be an adult (and legally date my bf hehe) :3 . i don't really like big parties because i don't like all the attention but im considering one because it is such an important birthday ! anyway getting older also makes me sad :( . i still feel so naive and innocent to be making big decisions . im not re... » Continue Reading
haiiii everyone !! i keep disappearing >:// i want to be active but i keep losing motivation . i'll try to be more active because lowkey i feel like i need something to keep me going . i hate being a loser lolz :p anyway i also wanna talk about my yummy bf :> . i love him so much and he loves me too ! he is so protective and he always knows how to make me feel so happy hehe !! he bought me so many... » Continue Reading
uh so it's been a while since i've been online . i'm not dead yet ! :3 actually i have a bf now ! and hes super sweet and controls me and loves me and calls me his pretty little girl :3 he's getting angry aty me rn bc im not snapping him so i have to go now hehe byeeee guys :D » Continue Reading
i've been feeling super undesirable and unlovable lately . my friends always have boys hitting on them and do fun things without me . i also get super jealous when my friends talk abt their other friends ( is this normal ? ) . i know it's wrong to be jealous ( bc i am happy 4 them) , but I can't help it . i just feel like a loser . i don't know what is wrong with me . why can't anyone love me lik... » Continue Reading
(VENT) haii guys !!! :3 i don't think i've ever talked abt my metal health on here b4 but ... now i'm going 2 start ! so basically i suffer from severe social anxiety and depression . it's starting 2 get rlly bad again :/ . i just feel lonely all the time even when i'm not alone . i feel like i can't tell anyone how I rlly feel (not even my therapist) . i'm starting 2 lose motivation 2 live again ... » Continue Reading
guys !!! i finally got my driver's license !! im so happy !!! >_ < it took me 2 tries but i did it !! :D now i can see my friends whenever i want !! :> also sorry i've been inactive . i got some new makeup and im thinking of getting some new jeans . maybe some studded belts ? 0.0 also i think im getting my haircut soon !! :0 what should i get ? im thinking maybe a shag or a ton of layers . :p cur... » Continue Reading