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i've been feeling super undesirable and unlovable lately . my friends always have boys hitting on them and do fun things without me . i also get super jealous when my friends talk abt their other friends ( is this normal ? ) . i know it's wrong to be jealous ( bc i am happy 4 them) , but I can't help it . i just feel like a loser . i don't know what is wrong with me . why can't anyone love me like i love them ? when i love , it always feels 1 sided .
⚠️ TW (SH)
i also relapsed :(
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claire<3!:3
im really sorry that that happened to you, it sucks whne u get jealous of your friends and all of that. but to be honest getting hit on and things like that is never really fun, its never worth it and you're fine just the way you are you don't need to change yourself at all.
relapse is a very hard thing to deal with, as i deal with it myself, i want you to know its okay. i'm sorry that you had to ever resort to anything having to do with sh. i know its an addiction and it takes some time to get over or to stop. Just wanna let you know you're not alone and there's better coping mechanisms than resorting to relapsing or anything of that sort. having someone to talk to about your problems is always good. like a family member, or a friend. its terrible to let your feelings out on yourself. its another thing if you don't favor venting to people or opening up, then i understand. i wish you luck and happiness on your journey of life 3
awee thanks for the kind words !! im currently doing better now and haven't relapsed since !! im in a way better place mentally and focused on surrounding myself with people who aren't judgemental and negative . ive actually grown to hate getting hit on lolz :3 . and now i have a loving boyfriend who would legit kill anyone who ever hurt or hit on me. im soo luckyyy .
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