⚠️ vent post 2 :((

i've been feeling super undesirable and unlovable lately . my friends always have boys hitting on them and do fun things without me . i also get super jealous when my friends talk abt their other friends ( is this normal ? ) . i know it's wrong to be jealous ( bc i am happy 4 them) ,  but I can't help it . i just feel like a loser . i don't know what is wrong with me . why can't anyone love me like i love them ? when i love , it always feels 1 sided .

⚠️ TW (SH)

i also relapsed :(