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⚠️ vent post :(

(VENT) haii guys !!! :3 i don't think i've ever talked abt my metal health on here b4 but ... now i'm going 2 start ! so basically i suffer from severe social anxiety and depression . it's starting 2 get rlly bad again :/ . i just feel lonely all the time even when i'm not alone . i feel like i can't tell anyone how I rlly feel (not even my therapist) . i'm starting 2 lose motivation 2 live again . life just feels so pointless and i don't even care what happens 2 me anymore :( . ppl want me 2 decide my future but i just can't imagine myself living for much longer . my parents don't get why i don't care anymore . help meee !! D:

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MegaDalton3000

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Hope you dont mind me asking but, what makes you feel like you cant tell your therapist? The times I stopped myself from telling my psych something was precisely because of thoughts caused by my anxiety about how he might think im crazy, or being ridiculous, or that he might tell my parents.

Although its possible you might not have that trust with your parents or therapist, which is understandable.


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i'm not rlly used 2 talking abt my feelings . my family is super emotionally negligent so yea :3 . i also have a hard time trusting ppl . i'm always afraid my therapist will tell my parents or call my thoughts irrational bc that's jus what i'm used 2 :p .

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MistleToad

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I know what it's like... I'm suffering from social anxiety, OCD, total anxiety... It's really bad, My parents already took me to a psychologist and they stop, they took me out of treatment for nothing, now I'm abandoned with my mental problems.
I try to tell them to take me back but they don't want to , They just say I should grow up. :(
I hope you get better! Anxiety is no joke... I know how painful it is.
Don't worry about the future.. Just focus on your mental health, it is very important for a bright future.
Lots of health and life to you, Please.. Never give up! ^^


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ty for ur comment ! i'll keep trying 2 fight :D . i wish u the best with ur mental health 2 ! ^_^

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Aw man, recieving treatment and then getting suddenly pulled from it sucks. Im grateful of the psychiatrist I currently have, couldnt imagine what it would be like if my parents forced me to stop and to "grow out of it". :(

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yeah dude!!
It's suckk!!! :((

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