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"half-heartedly existing"

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pinned: the guide to knowing me

Category: Life

my about me is constantly shifting, so i thought i'd make a better picture of who i am, or whatever so anyways; sup! the name is ethan (i hate my name.) but yeah. i'm 17 and a half, and i live in hell (california). i hate this place bro.  i play video games, stare at the ceiling all day, and generally don't do much other than feel sorry for myself i like reading, driving, martial arts, and dressin... » Continue Reading

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life 5.5: insomnia

Category: Life

this one is shorter, but HOW DO YALL SLEEP?? LIKE WHAT my sleep is actually so terrible and i am so tired yeah that's pretty much it, cya » Continue Reading

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life 5: a journey's end, and new beginnings

Category: Life

so.. it's been 4 months since my last post, huh? coolio. honestly, after cutting out an EXTREMELY FUCKING TOXIC person out of my life, i feel at LEAST 2.23% better. at LEAST. however, that person ALSO got me into spacehey; which is why i haven't been on NEARLY as much. but yeah, so much has happened these last 4 months; a breakup, meeting new people, starting a new schooling curriculum, and even r... » Continue Reading

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life 4: a break

Category: Life

i LOVE LIFE rn. sorta. still somewhat  sucks but it's whatev. i've gotten news that i'll be going to the mountains. sounds boring but BELIEVE ME it's good. so my grandpa and his friends made a whole ass tiny private village like 80 years ago. it's more just vacation homes nowadays but GOD I LOVE THERE. i really hope to inherit the property one day anyways there's gonna be snow. i haven't been up t... » Continue Reading

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life 3: getting better

Category: Life

sup, life is just going better. today was jus slightly... better??? idk i had more fun. i'm getting my sleep schedule back on track, which helps loads. but yeah. small blog, but whatev. cya » Continue Reading

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life 2: fuck this

Category: Life

i haven't been on here in what, 4, 5 days? i guess once the initial mystique of this website wears off, it gets rather bland. still a pretty good site; but alissa hasn't been on so there's not much 2 do life has gotten mildly worse, and i'm starting to second-guess everything i ever felt abt litr everything. this could just be the sleep deprivation talking, but god damn life is changing so damn fa... » Continue Reading

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life

Category: Life

idk man, life is weird. it feels like it's going faster and faster. like a year ago i had a whole ass toxic friend group. now i'm surrounded by a bunch of people who give a shit, AND my bestie?? like what anyways; yeah, idk if imma continue using this platform. only went on it cuz alissa wanted me to and she's awesome. but yeah!! signing out. » Continue Reading

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