life 6: been a while

i honestly don't know what to say, really

life has gotten much better; and much worse

i have people who really care about me now, plenty of people; steven, devin, aeon, guest, josh, callie (<--- dweeb), carmen, angel, garnet, tyj, robert, zuka, esme, antonio

but i just feel so isolated in a sense, right

the more i think about it, the more i realize i've just been hiding from my problems; and the more i realize that, the stronger i can fight against said problems

as such, my mentality has drastically improved; even got closer with many friends

however, due to that, i have to sorta face my trauma which isnt great

and that's not even accounting for the gender identity shit i've been going through for a quarter of a year now LOL

but i'll keep on; made it to 18, who's to say i am stopping now?


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song of the day goes to 'Never liked who I was' by Molten546